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Introduction (If you think you’ve read this, skip to paragraph 2)

I, Grace Gardener, had been the unwitting slave-prisoner of a Satanic Church for most of my life. My ex-husband, Peter Nicholson, was the prince and Rita Renman, known to me as a friend of my husband, was the princess. I first learned about this aspect of my marriage and my life during a totally bizarre, repulsive, five-hour conversation with Rita – the self-proclaimed Whore of Babylon – one summer day in 2003 when I was fifty-one. I knew, as she spoke, I had fallen into a dark abyss of insanity I had no idea existed. I thought, if what she said were true, my life had never been real or even my own. I had been a participant in my seemingly normal life without living it; because I had been routinely mind controlled by Rita and Peter using torture, electricity, hypnosis and drugs. There were many other people in the cult who were intercepting my phone calls, emails and mail in order to keep me in the dark about everything in my life that didn’t include my children, my 9-5 job, and my home. I was even tortured to believe I loved my husband. Rita said every time I told Peter I wanted a divorce, I was brought in for a tune up. It sounds crazy, right? I thought so, I couldn’t remember ever asking Peter for a divorce, I wanted to hang up, but my Angels said, hang on and pay attention.

I had no idea satanic churches existed in any meaningful way. Some families worshiped Satan, I thought, but they had nothing to do with me and my family: so I dismissed every assertion in the conversation as the ravings of a sociopath. I have since reconsidered.

One of the many church secrets Rita divulged was that Satanic Churches had a united purpose to end the world as we know it by December of 2012. I knew about the Mayan Calendar thing but had no idea it meant anything to anybody except, maybe, the Mayans. (Just FYI – the Mayans still exist. My guide in Mexico was Mayan.)

All during the five-hour conversation, Rita kept referring to herself as a princess and my now ex-husband as a prince and their cult as a Church, and to Satanism as a Religion. I still can’t get it, so I tend to call the people who belong to it as a cult: but it’s as real a religion to them, as Catholicism is to Catholics. Rita told me of all the times she tried to kill me. She said she thought she should tell me this because I have a right to know why I’m being killed.

She told me everyone I’ve ever met, known or loved had been murdered; or brainwashed into hating me.  She said it was her Church’s duty to discredit me because everyone she knew, thought I was the one in our legends who would bring about World Peace. She was compelled to do the horrible, painful things she did to me because her Church wants Armageddon and I don’t.

Rita told me of over a hundred people their church “sacrificed” over the past fifty or sixty years. She told me deaths, which I had thought were of natural causes, were really murders, and I was the reason for their murders.*

She further accused me of being the one in their legends capable of taking them down, and thus, changing the course of the new millennium. I thought that was so ridiculous because I didn’t know of any Satanic Churches and I tried, repeatedly, to reassure her I wasn’t going to do that. She repeatedly assured me, I wouldn’t do that, because she was having me killed that night or sometime in the next few days.

The numbers of people trying to kill me has expanded to all of the Satanic churches in the world, not just the 350 in her Church at the time. I figure Satanists number roughly one half of one percent of the world’s population of just under 6 billion, which would equal 30,000,000. 30 million is a pretty big number, 30 million to one are the astronomical odds that I have to overcome every day.

15 Years later I have decided that

If Satanists believe I can chart the outcome of Armageddon to a better, greener, more peaceful world; then, who am I to argue?

Since that conversation I have heard, ‘We think you’re the one in our legends who will save us,’ from Middle-East people who worked for SEO Clerks** and didn’t think highly of women, Nelson Mandela, Desman Tutu, Gandhi, one of the Popes, some tribes of Native Americans, and Mother Theresa. I had no idea people had legends. When Rita said it, it sounded silly.


The US Special Forces has become a Satanic Church, and the men have to maintain Satanic protocol, even during their off hours. They have the go-ahead to use all of that spy and weapon power for their own amusement, and they are ordered to use it when trying to kill me. You add that into the 30 million mix, and my angels are pretty impressive, indeed.

A few years ago, I became friends with Jihadi John, and he told me as much as he could before the President had him killed. He told me all of the politicians and the military and intelligence is Satanic. Did you hear that, Mr. Mueller? You know that guy; he was friends with General Robin Rand, who was killed when he remembered me and tried to help me. I called him Arizona.

Arizona asked me what they were trying to do? I told him they were working on Armageddon; and that Trump wants to leave about a billion people on earth. (There had been well over 7 billion, but now the number is under 6 billion, due to Satanism.) “That’s it,” Arizona exclaimed. “Nothing else makes sense.” He was in intelligence and seemed to be smart, and he said he had been racking his brain trying to figure out why he was getting the strange orders he was getting, like beheading Americans on the internet dressed as the Taliban. And killing people who weren’t a threat. And starting pandemics. Injecting people, who he felt were good people, like me, with worms and carcinogens so they suffer and die. He told me he injected Barbara and George HW Bush, Senator McCain, Paul Allen and me all on the same night. Paul, Barbara and George because they were about to help me, and McCain because he thought he would vote against the war Trump is planning. Arizona told me about participating in brainwashing individuals into hating me: especially noteworthy are VP Dick Cheney, Pres. Barack Obama, Gen. John Kelly, and other Generals. It is a round-robin of brainwashing. Every time the brainwashing of hating me wore off on one of them, another one orders brainwashing. He said he goes back and forth so much he thought they were insane, and he wasn’t helping. He couldn’t stop and he couldn’t talk them out of their bizarre behavior.

Arizona also brainwashed his colleagues using stimulator implants, and then further brainwashing them, making them believe there had been in an explosion, so they would think, when they woke up, they had been attacked by an IED (Improvised Explosive Device). Using the stimulator implants, the men become robotic: and some men could be preprogrammed. The brain damage they suffer during this Frankensteinesque operation is irreversible.

Arizona preprogrammed civilians, too. Some of the recent terror attacks, like the mass shooting in Las Vegas, is an example.

Arizona said when the war started to die down, he and his men dressed as the enemy, went and killed some of our own soldiers, so there’d be a reason to fight again. When he questioned that, he thought, “There must be a good reason. They must know what they’re doing.”

When soldiers in Florida decided to go to the press with this kind of information, the president ordered one of them be brainwashed into killing his fellow officers. That’s the reason for the mass shooting at a Florida Army base. After those murders, Arizona went in and made the living soldiers hate me, telling them I caused the attack.

Arizona said US Intelligence recruits from Satanic Churches.

(If you’re using Satanic logic, I was the reason for the attack because I’m trying to get the soldiers to tell the press when they get illegal orders, because if they don’t follow orders to lie, cheat, steal and kill for some politician, they get killed. But every inch of Army Bases have microphones and the soldiers have microphones in their bowels, so planning anything for the common good is futile.

(Keeping secrets of corruption in the government are the reasons for most murders of natural causes in this country and the war in the Middle East.)

(Most boys join the army to help this country, not to be hit men for corrupt individuals. Once the mob started using Army Intelligence to do their dirty work for them, that’s when they started making astronomical amounts of money. The Kennedy Assassination was the beginning of that practice. If you are an investigative reporter and you know where soldiers hang out or you see a soldier outside of the base, give them your card; or better yet ask them if they’d like to talk right where you’re standing. Keep a magnetic back brace in your car, as that muffles the internal microphone, and stand under a tree. Satellites can’t see or hear through leaves. Remember that there are now many soldiers who are Satanists as Intelligence recruits at Satanic Churches.)

You better know, if the president orders mass shootings at the border, there will be mass shootings at the border.

** Arizona was ordered to kill everyone in the building at SEO Clerks. It’s the most horrifying thing he’s done; he said, there were about fifteen hundred businessmen in the office building where they worked; and he and his men killed every single one of them, because I paid for their help with SEO (Search Engine Optimization). I only hired them because they were much cheaper than programmers in the US: that, and I thought I was helping them out. Arizona said the scene was horrifying. It was exactly like one of our office buildings, with people who looked just like us, dressed nicely in suits and ties. He and his men killed them all.

The whole thing is vile and insane.

Arizona put his head down and clasped his hands behind his head. I think he started to cry, which soldiers aren’t allowed to do. He eked out, “I can’t live with these memories anymore.”

I was glad he spoke so softly otherwise someone would have come in and shot him.


The Apocalypse

Apocalypse is a Greek word that means ‘the revelation of ancient knowledge or truths.’ The Conversation is my book that answers various, diverse questions about Armageddon, organized religion, the meaning of life, and the nature of God and humans.

What I’m doing is the Apocalypse and what Trump’s doing is Armageddon.

What the last 3 Presidents have been doing, is trying to bring about Armageddon. Armageddon is the end of life on earth. That’s why we are murdering whales, coral reefs, and African animals. Satanists are taught not to care about the ecosystem and to only keep what they might need after Armageddon. Without the ecosystem, and the environment, there will be no meat and vegetables to eat. Their answer to that is, “We’ll just eat prepared food, then.”


Life after Armageddon –

Sorry folks, there is no life after Armageddon.

That’s all folks.



Rise Up Stronger Together!

Think Peace!

#find the little girls!

Don’t comment on this blog. The Government and the Annihilists are intercepting my calls, emails, comments and snail mail; and they hurt, and sometimes kill the people who tried to contact me. I was told Paul Allen tried to contact me.

Don’t stop at the office.

About Grace Gardener

I’m being abused by the NSA. My right to privacy is long gone. They have put a homing device and a microphone in my stomach, supposedly attached to my spine so there will be bone conduction. I have an X-ray picture of it. I was told if I take it out I will be killed. Our soldiers all have the same, but they agreed to it. If I go to the ACLU to complain, my phone call will be intercepted. If I confide in a friend about what’s happening to me, she’ll be killed. The NSA has brainwashed my daughters into not trusting me. They’ve been working on torturing them every week for the past 15 years. When I left in my RV they loved and trusted me, but now that I haven’t seen them in so long that now they’re afraid of me. When I was there, living with or near them, even though they were being tortured to hate me (that’s true), once they saw me again they were fine. But I can’t even call them. I know most of my calls are diverted, and I know when they try to answer, that’s diverted, too. But I don’t try hard and I can’t talk to them about anything meaningful because I know they’ll be tortured for many hours. And then they’ll be tortured, drugged and electrocuted to forget and when I talk to them again they’ll say, “It never happened.” Trying to be a good, peace-loving American gets me treated like a criminal. The military wants WW3 and I don’t, so to teach me a lesson if I get on a plane, twenty people get kicked off so I can get harassed during the flights, and then the flights gets delayed so the rest of the hundred passengers are inconvenienced. Every move I make, every breath I take, they are watching me, hurting me and hassling me. The Military already has their list of soldiers who are slated to be the first to die in WW3 and General John Kelly said they will do everything in their power to stop me from stopping them. I don’t know how delaying flights for three hours and inconveniencing dozens of people stops me from doing anything. The Military teaches its troops to be rude and inconsiderate, and to hate good people who pray for peace. They say I’m subversive because I don’t want war. Sometimes the airline has to send another plane to accommodate all the people they kick off a flight. That costs them money. Airlines should have the right to ask about fabricating excuses for changing seats, etc. They should have the right to refuse Military baby antics. You notice the way we left the Kurds to be annihilated and we released Isis into Turkey so when something starts up, we can send nuclear missiles. Notice Trump didn’t send our troops home, rather on to the next potential nuclear war site. There are potential wars in six other countries and three bogus attacks on our people, in this country, so we “have to retaliate,” just like Afghanistan. I knew about that, too. A country that attacks its own people as a pretense to start a war is subversive and traitorous. I wrote a memo and I told Pres. Bush about the attack on the trade towers at least a year before nine eleven. Three thousand people died that day and he has killed more than thirty thousand Americans since then just to keep his secret. The killing will get worse. I just want this madness to stop. Trump isn’t a pacifist, he’s an Annihilist. Pence is no better, he thinks Armageddon will resurrect Christ: the opposite is true. Christ will not come if we start Armageddon. That’s a myth and a lie, like everything else. Wake up America. About George Lucas- NSA Agents are doing the same thing to George Lucas. I was told no one really wants to hurt George, but they “have to.” George and everyone involved with Obama must learn he's not the man you think he is. But they think he’s a nice guy so they feel badly about it. Well that’s something, I guess. But the Government and other cults should not have round-the-clock accessibility to agents who are trained killers and have had their free will taken away through torture and electroshock. The best agents have had their personality split, so one personality takes over to carry out “orders” while the original personality watches helplessly. There’s a better way to run the military, and I was about to get through to put forth my ideas when the order came through to kill the three Generals who wanted to listen to me: and to kill six special agents who had been listening to me. I listen to these guys and I wonder if they have any feelings at all? I know they do even though they’re not “allowed to.” They’re not “allowed to” complain, either, under fear of death. If they try to retire, they’re not de-programmed, they are killed! I watched the Clint Eastwood movie American Sniper about Chris Kyle and I’m sure I commented on it a lot, but my readership has grown significantly and I know I’m monitored and it’s the guys doing the monitoring, who I’m trying to help. Even tough guys need a little help sometimes. I wonder if the death of Cris Kyle, played by Bradley Cooper, was planned the way it was to get me to say something about it. Everyone in the NSA knows what happened. Chris was killed because he got out. Tragically, Chris seemed to be capable of healing himself with the help of his family and still he was murdered. The man who murdered him was under orders. True! I have many, many confirmations on that statement. The judge sentenced Eddie Ray Routh, Chris’s murderer, to life in prison without parole. The movie writeup says - “U.S. Navy SEAL Chris Kyle (Bradley Cooper) takes his sole mission -- protect his comrades -- to heart and becomes one of the most lethal snipers in American history. His pinpoint accuracy not only saves countless lives.” Back to my dilemma, I can’t get in touch with anyone for fear they will be tortured or killed. You think, “I thought the US didn’t torture?” Well we do. My daughters and I are born and raised here. We are good people, we’re exceptionally good people and the NSA has a HUGE problem with that. The people who give the orders want war and we want peace, and they’re making us the bad guys? The only emails that get through to me are business and junk. Supposedly I get comments on my website that don’t come through, and I have to wonder if our military goes around killing anyone who tries to contact me? My phone rings all the time but not here. This was true when I was in NJ, too. Nobody got through to me. The call is sent elsewhere and other people pick it up pretending to be me and the women pretending to be me are nasty bitches. If I call someone and straighten something out, I find out later that the conversation never happened, I was really talking to someone in the NSA, and I have to get back to square one. Most times things are so impossible, I give up. I escaped my ex-husbands satanic cult only to find myself embroiled in the government’s cult. A much thicker, stickier web. They have kept my money from me so I can’t even get an apartment. That’s stealing, but they’re the military so nothing is illegal, not murder or theft. I feel if I call someone for help he or she will be killed or badly hurt. Just being my friend or talking to me can get you sick with cancer or dead. I think people who I have helped, or who have asked to help me, need to go to the press to tell them what a pickle I’m in . There are many people who have offered to help me over the years. Many have been killed. I don’t understand how a kid in a uniform can break into Steve Jobs’ house and inject his brain with liquid smoke, or some other carcinogen: and if he questions those orders his buddy will be told to kill him. They have to kill each other all the time. It’s so f_ked up I can’t stand it. Neither can the Agents. They don’t realize that “under orders” is meaningless. If they’re caught they’ll be tried for murder. Steve Jobs was a great man. No one, no politician, and no officer, has the right to murder any citizen, especially one who makes this country proud. If you know someone in the NSA it’s your responsibility to let your congressman know what this country is doing to him. They’re being treated barbarically. If you know my daughters please call them to lend an ear, because their memories are being erased in an attempt to make them cold and heartless and they’re suffering. Their memories are being erased and replaced with more horrible lies, and their ability to reason is gone. They used to be the smartest women on the planet. If you know George Lucas do the same. The man we were both speaking with, who George considers a friend, ordered some horrific things done to George. They are trying to change his personality so he won’t like me, or so I won’t like him, like that could ever happen, but in the meantime his health and his mind will be suffering. Listening to him will be helpful. He also has a homing device and a microphone planted in him. His whole house is wired because he knows me. If you’re a parent whose kid wants to join special forces let him know what he’ll be joining. I had someone with me get killed because he couldn’t kill his friend. I’m serious. Watch the Manchurian Candidate, especially the part where people are being murdered, but the men see themselves at a flower show. That’s what it’s like. A Clock Work Orange shows how it’s done. And Mel Gibson’s Conspiracy Theory shows the aftermath. NSA guys read my books and my blog because I may be the only friend you’ve got. I’d love to be able to take suggestions. I know I have to get all lawyered up, I’d like to sue the government for defamation of character and theft. That’s something I used to be able to do, but I’m powerless now. What you can do. God changed my name to Grace. I changed it legally in 2007. My slave name was Lynn. I was born Lynn Pezzutti, then I married Jay McDermott and I became Lynn McDermott, then I married Peter Mickelsen (now deceased) and became Lynn Mickelsen. Most of my friends in the entertainment industry think I’m Lynn Mickelsen. So now I’m Grace Gardener, and while I’m not a slave, I’m a prisoner of the state. If you’re a lawyer, see if you can get something going. I was thinking Amal Clooney could be very helpful. If you know someone in the ACLU ask them to read this blog. If you’re in my family, Doherty, Murray, Sullivan or Kelly and remember me from my Anti-War days and establishing Earth Day maybe there’s something you want to do. Let the NY Times know I’d like this published as a letter to the Editor. Publish first, contact later. Send a copy or link to your News. Good Luck, God Bless you. Rise Up! Think Peace. THE NSA AND THE MOOCS WON'T LET ANYONE GET THROUGH TO ME. THEY MAY EVEN HURT YOU IF YOU TRY. See the pages in the tabs of this blog, Grace Gardener, and, A Little About Lynn Mickelsen. If you know me and I don't get back to you, then the email was intercepted. Never talk to anyone claiming to be me without asking questions to be sure. All site posts beginning 4/1/16 will be on I’m not doing this for attention. I have 107 broken bones, zero disks in my back, and I’m exhausted. I need to get through to the people who knew me for credibility: but the NSA blocks my every move. I have to have the same acknowledgement and respect for my judgement I had while I was a ghost director in Hollywood and when I was CEO of the Rand Corp. Rand has been able to keep my work anonymous and credited to other people so they can collect my pay and residuals. They figured as long as they’re erasing my memory, and taking credit for my inventions, music, acting and directing; they may as well keep the money I earned. Also, the money would be proof that I did the work, so they’ve kept me poor all of my life. The reason the conspirators made plans in front of me was because they were assured I would “Never Remember” them, their visit and the things they planned. They talked in a kind of code that I have since figured out. I would have turned them in after the meeting had I been allowed to remember. I have to operate the way I do to keep away from my captors. GRR taught me most of the tactics I use. (Now he won’t help because his memory of me is implanted.) I know it angers some corrupt NSA Officers, but it’s a fact that I was a prisoner and slave at the Rand Corporation, and the NSA helped and still helps to keep me that way. I have to make evasive maneuvers to keep me, my daughters, this country and the world safe. Meanwhile I have no where to turn. I still feel like a candle in the wind. My name was Lynn Mickelsen while I was a prisoner in a blue house and slave of a “club” based in northern New Jersey. If you know me PLEASE DON'T TRY TO CONTACT ME THROUGH THE RAND CORPORATION OR ANY OF MY FORMER EMPLOYERS OR ANY CONTACT FROM MORE THAN 12 YEARS AGO. I know 90% of what I know because plans for Armageddon were alwazs talked about at RAND. Some people know the cult know it with a name similar to The Builder Berg Society or the Skull and Dagger Society. There's a HUGE bounty on my head that the cult I escaped from has no intention of paying. The plan is to have me killed and then to kill the person trying to collect the bounty. I thought up the plan and the amount because I thought it was going to be the plot in a movie. I told the people who wanted the plan, "This is one movie no one will want to see." In short, anyone who kills me will be killed within 24 hours and will never see a dime. Now I'm RVing but I’m still a prisoner in that I can't get in touch with anyone, and no one can get in touch with me, except in person. I found out about the other life I’d been living during a grueling five-hour conversation I detail in my Book, ‘the Conversation’ We'll have World Peace once we abolish child abuse. My view of Apocalypse has no battle, no war, no army. I believe the knowledge in ‘the Conversation’ is enough to save the world. The blog lists just some of the accomplishments I achieved as a slave, to let everyone I've helped over the past sixty years, who I am. I will finally claim my life! If you’re a George Lucas fan you may remember some of these strange stories that involve him. I met George on the set of American Graffiti; we got engaged when the movie wrapped. I was taken away and George was told I was dead. Five years later I was hired to figure out how to make Luke Skywalker’s farm vehicle fly. The people who handled me (owned me) forgot that I had worked for this director once before on American Graffiti and they told him I was dead. I arrived and solved Lucas’s problem for him and he tearfully remembered me and told me what had happened five years before. I stayed on the set of Star Wars long enough to name the Star Wars characters and solve another animatronics problem with Chewy’s costume. I was told it was time to leave and started to follow my jailers the way I had been programmed to, when George asked, “When will I see you again?” I began to say, “Oh, you’ll see me again,” but I realized I wasn’t certain of that because once before, when we got engaged, I never saw him again. So I turned around and started walking back toward Lucas and I asked, “How about now? Can I stay with you now? Because I don’t know when I’ll be able to see you again.” George thought a second and agreed that I should stay. As I was walking back to him I saw his expression change and looked over my shoulder to see the man I had been following holding a gun on me. I kept walking because now I was sure that the story Lucas had told me about what happened five years ago, was going to happen again and I couldn’t allow that. Someone had obviously been playing with my life, and I couldn’t have that, so I kept walking toward Lucas and away from the man with the gun. Lucas’s expression changed again, this time his face was filled with fear and horror. I turned around and now there were three men holding guns on George Lucas. There was only about 20 feet of desert between us but I had to go with them in order to save Lucas’s life. I‘m still trying to walk those 20 feet.
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