This is upsetting stuff. You probably weren’t abused like this, but the older I get the more I find the horrible truth that killing infant girls is much more common than I ever could have dreamed. Mothers molesting their baby boys is the main reason men don’t marry and learn to hate women. Their mothers (all women) teach their boys that women are terrible people so they can have their sons all to themselves. They tell their sons that they are gods and that’s the reason they “have to” keep them as sex slaves. Thinking your abusive mother is a god, and so sexual abuse is okay, causes all kinds of mental problems. Boys are also told that they themselves are gods, that they are so special, they should only have sex with their mother-god. They can never have a normal heterosexual relationship and, subsequently, they die old and alone, filled with hate and anger. This behavior rages against our DNA. We are built to want and need sex with the opposite sex, but this abuse interferes with our natural instincts. It is a most wicked, evil form of abuse.
11 My father made a conscious decision to end one part of the horrible abuse he suffered as a young man, but, he also made a decision to continue the abuse his father taught him.
Make a conscious decision to end the abuse your parents heaped on you, before having children. Read up on Buddhism; or advice that teaches childrearing without violence.