Dirty Deeds Done Dirt Cheap by John Alexander

Dirty Deeds Done Dirt Cheap – or more correctly, done with billions of taxpayer dollars, and money stolen from me.

There was a General in the Air Force and the NSA known to most Satanic Churches as General John Alexander, or Colonel John Alexander, John Anderson, Hewitt, or Dr. Death. None of those are his real name. John has been dead for about 2 ½ years. John Alexander and the Satanic Secret Service branch of the NSA showed up in my life when I was an advisor to JFK. John Alexander said he was the gunman on the grassy knoll who everyone in the crowd reported hearing. He said there were four gunmen placed around the square. He said no one knew Oswald and the person who discovered the rifle in the book depository brought Oswald’s rifle in with him. Oswald was nowhere to be found and had nothing to do with JFK’s murder. The military shadow dwellers made sure the Warren Report didn’t mention the four gunmen and concluded Oswald acted alone.

I know my life and the world would have been much better had John Kennedy lived and John Alexander had not.

I was eleven at the time and John Alexander was in his early to mid-twenties. He was recruited into the Air Force from a Satanic cult. Their promise was that if he did what he was told he would eventually be made a General. His role was to provide Satanic cults with military surveillance and his unique know-how in the field of torture, mind control and extrasensory perception. (Something Hitler excelled in.) He bragged that he was the person in the movie Men Who Stare At Goats who found our military base using ESP, and said he did get a goat to fall over using his mind. Both things are impressive but not impossible, yet the military and Satanic cults were overly impressed.

The military’s fascination with the dark side of the paranormal is what has always scared me. I thought if they knew what I was capable of, I would be a prisoner. I was a prisoner my whole life only I didn’t know it. I was used for my insight and abilities and my unique perspective. The Kennedys, at least, were up front about it. The dark side of the military used me all the time and didn’t give me credit and kept me brainwashed and erased my memory routinely. So what I was most afraid of, what I tried to guard myself against, happened to me anyway.

Jack Kennedy was killed by the dark side of the military because he was a champion of human rights and peace.

John Alexander enjoyed torture, as do most people in Satanic cults, so his job in the military suited him well. He drifted in and out of the Secret Service.

John Alexander showed up again when I was Bobby Kennedy’s campaign manager. He brainwashed Sirhan-Sirhan into shooting Bobby and me the night Bobby won the California primary. The reason John Alexander had Bobby killed was he could see the future and it was beautiful. John saw that, as President, Bobby Kennedy would bring about world peace, and the military doesn’t like that. I was the woman in the polkadotted dress who was seen running from the building, John came into the pantry where Bobby was laying and dragged me out saying Sirhan-Sirhan was gunning for me, too. That’s twice that the world and my life changed dramatically.

I should say again that Bobby Kennedy enjoyed a 95% approval rating worldwide. That is something that is unheard of. I believe McGovern was going to be his running mate and there was no doubt that he could easily defeat Nixon who had a 2% approval rating. This particular murder should be looked at as treason and not just fixing an election.

John and the shadow dwellers, his military counterparts changed the world for the worse each time they killed a Kennedy.

(Years later, I was at a party in Chappaquiddick and I was about to leave and called for a car. During my walk from the back of the house to the front of the house I stopped to talk to several people. As the car came out I heard someone say, “Oh no, she’s still here. Did you want to talk with her?” So I gave up my place in line and the next car pulled up and I told the girl behind me she could have the car. That girl ended up drowned in the car in the bottom of a body of water. The driver hadn’t noticed that the girl he strapped in the back was not me. Teddy Kennedy’s memory was erased and he was made to think he was the driver of the ill-fated car. Teddy Kennedy could never be a presidential candidate because of that incident.)

Nixon ran against McGovern and he didn’t win. I believe people blamed Nixon for Bobby Kennedy’s death. The GOP has a mechanism by which they can skew election results using the electoral college and they used that to get Nixon into the presidency. Nixon and Trump both told me that. John Alexander claims responsibility for the events that led to Nixon’s election, including the Watergate break-in. John Alexander also helped in starting a riot at the Democratic convention. John used military personnel to dress up as both rioters and policeman. Once again our tax dollars at work.

John Alexander told me he shot President Ronald Reagan with his own 22.


The following plan to set up the terrorists with an unending supply of weapons was put in place by John Alexander, the shadow people, and a few other corrupt Generals. By using this plan over and over the war could last forever. When we took the town of Fallujah the US deposited a large cache of weapons and trained Iraqi officers to guard the city. When the US military exited the city, and as soon as the terrorists appeared, the local army officers abandoned their posts, essentially giving the enemy the weapons, most of which were dispersed among terrorist groups. The Iraqi officers trained to guard the city told the press they had been told to leave the weapons and that area. They were told not to fight the terrorists and not to take the weapons with them. This way the area would be continuously stirred up. Our soldiers who fought so hard to take Fallujah were heartbroken and furious to find out what happened.

Our tax dollars at work.

Tens of Millions of taxpayer dollars was poured into keeping track of me, following me and filming me with satellite surveillance. There were recording devices all throughout my house and cameras that could see through walls were filming my every move. John Alexander had a team of roughly 350 military men watching me 24 hours a day. I strongly suggest soldiers need a means to question the commanding officers motives. Soldiers were made to think I was the bad guy, when all along it was John who was the bad guy and he was afraid I would out him and his shadow accomplices. Which, by the way, I’m doing right now.

There are torture videos galore of the times I was tortured on the web that John undoubtedly made a fortune on. There are several snuff videos of the times I was murdered. That’s a true statement, I’ve been murdered and pronounced dead many times but I always woke up the next morning. God has a plan for me, too. There are rape ritual videos; and videos of my husband and I having sex, all taken without my knowledge or consent. I say that because it’s so obvious that of course I didn’t realize what was going on, I was continuously drugged and tortured to forget. I had nothing whatever to do with those videos. I’ve never seen any of them. When I first found out about the videos I couldn’t believe it. Demonic people who say vile things like, “You had it coming,” have hell as their goal. I didn’t know that the military had that capability and it sickens me to think that no one keeps track of torture drugs, night vision goggles, satellite surveillance, and surveillance cameras. No one keeps track of surveillance satellites and jumbo telescopes? What are they looking at when they’re not pointed at the stars? Far too often they are pointed at me. The military has gobs of money and teaches its recruits to be voyeurs and allows them to post those videos on porn sites hoping I’ll get beaten and raped and then they can film that and post that, too. It’s disgusting. It makes me nauseous every time I think about it.

NSA General John Alexander is Dr. Death in the report on Gitmo. When he came up with torture he always tried it out on me. He even demonstrated torture techniques using me as his victim. One time the water torture went wrong and I died, and John killed someone in the military who found out John was torturing me just for fun.

Donald Trump talks about witnessing how torture works. Why doesn’t anyone ask him who it was who showed him? John Alexander knew he would be able to get information from that prisoner he was about to torture. Why was Trump invited to witness torture, and why did he want to see it? I maintain torture doesn’t work, and Trump is a monstrous ghoul and a freak.

John was into brainwashing and mind control big time. He enjoyed brainwashing people, wanting to join a cult, into hating me. I’ve always had enemies I’ve never even met. How can you hate someone you haven’t met and don’t know? Practically all military sharpshooters were brainwashed into killing me on sight. I’ve met several of them and they are elated when they find out John is dead. They’re relieved to find out they aren’t expected to kill me. They feel free for the first time in their lives.

John shared torture equipment and brainwashing techniques with all Satanic churches. He enjoyed being the honored guest.

If you read my blog you’ll see that I’ve done quite a bit for this country. This is how they pay me back? Last fall the NSA broke into my rig and broke my back (yet again.) I’ve spent the past year in unfathomable agony. The conversation I had with the NSA that night was on a secure channel but was intercepted and broadcast on a Satanic channel. My neighbor and countless others listened in; and no one, not even the NSA, offered to help me.

Every time the military asked John for advice or a plan, he would come to a cult meeting and ask me. He’d pass off my answer as his own, and told me all of his promotions were a result of my advice.

If the military would pay me for my help I would be safer and able to do more for World Peace. (hint, hint.

John Alexander knew that I would be coming to this area of Washington so he used government money and money stolen from me to set up businesses and buy lots in this RV Park.

NSA General John Alexander helped Donald Trump film our meeting. There should be enough on that film to arrest the Donald. But they don’t. I figure since John had the video to begin with, he’s probably changed it all around, but they still should have plenty to go on. I wrote up the meeting and sent it to every Intelligence Agency, the Congress, the White House, and all the major Newspapers and News Magazines, and I haven’t heard back. I have to assume the NSA intercepted those letters and emails for the Donald. I believe the man who was the Chief Officer trying to find the WMDs who had his emails intercepted, is the self-same man who ordered the interception of my correspondences about the Donald. John Alexander said he cloned the Chief to carry on his work after him. He did a good job. Too bad, too, I liked and trusted him.

Since I’ve been on the road the only man I dated, I dated out of pity because my ex-husband killed his son. My ex and General John Alexander implanted a carcinogen into Paul’s son Sean’s brain, giving him brain cancer. John Alexander equipped Paul with an earphone two-way radio and told Paul what to do and say to get me into a position where John could once again use off site surveillance equipment to remotely film us. Pig! That betrayal cut deeper than anything since Paul knew what he was doing, who he was cavorting with, and just how badly he would hurt me. Paul was well aware that what he was doing could very well get me killed: but he did it anyway, he told me, to prove he was a god. He said his usual MO was to break families apart of every woman he dated because, he felt they had to be very badly hurt since he believed he was a god. (It makes no sense to me either) I tried my best to help him, but he was beyond help. Paul told so many lies about me and to me, it’s mind boggling and sickening. Everything Paul said to me and did to me was prearranged with John Alexander to hurt me. I’m telling you this because it has had an ongoing devastating effect on my life now, don’t believe what you were told, I knew nothing of what they were up to. I still get death threats because of John Alexander’s videos. It never crossed my mind that Paul would buddy-up with the man who killed his son.

The NSA has been pretending to be on my side just to string me along and watch me suffer. I believe the NSA will not help me because they want one more snuff video. They have the power to do good, but don’t use it. Perhaps the NSA is uncomfortable with my methods, but you can’t argue with results. And besides, the NSA’s methods stink. They broke into my home last November and broke my back, yet again. I’ve spent the last 9 months laid up in agony. They watch me via satellite and do what? Laugh?

This is an open plea to members of the Armed Forces. If you receive an order that sounds illegal or immoral, you should not carry out that order.

For instance, being asked to kill or set up a United States citizen is illegal and immoral, it is murder! Americans are entitled to a fair trial and a jury of your peers. John Alexander said he has ordered his men to kill someone who cut him off in traffic, gave him the finger, told him he was wrong, didn’t compliment him, didn’t thank him, or burped or farted in front of him. He was very easily offended so the list of reasons he killed people was outrageous. None of the things he had people killed for were illegal so he couldn’t have them arrested – so he used his men as hired guns for his own satisfaction and amusement.

You CAN NOT follow illegal and immoral orders! That is how Military Coups happen.

John Alexander is also responsible for the deaths of Steve Jobs, Patrick Swayze, Sean Styles, and Michael Landon.

If you are a sharpshooter in the military and you are asked to murder a US citizen, you need to go to the police, the News or the FBI or something. The Officer ordering a murder will tell you that you’ll be backed up and he will say you were just following orders, but that’s a lie – he won’t ever admit to ordering such a thing, and you need to know “under orders” is meaningless.

If you are still under orders from John, know you’re helping Terrorists, Isis, and World War III. Why would you do that? Do you own a weapons company? So, if you are under orders from the military to kill me, know that those orders came from a dead Satanist called Dr. Death.

About Grace Gardener

I’m being abused by the NSA. My right to privacy is long gone. They have put a homing device and a microphone in my stomach, supposedly attached to my spine so there will be bone conduction. I have an X-ray picture of it. I was told if I take it out I will be killed. Our soldiers all have the same, but they agreed to it. If I go to the ACLU to complain, my phone call will be intercepted. If I confide in a friend about what’s happening to me, she’ll be killed. The NSA has brainwashed my daughters into not trusting me. They’ve been working on torturing them every week for the past 15 years. When I left in my RV they loved and trusted me, but now that I haven’t seen them in so long that now they’re afraid of me. When I was there, living with or near them, even though they were being tortured to hate me (that’s true), once they saw me again they were fine. But I can’t even call them. I know most of my calls are diverted, and I know when they try to answer, that’s diverted, too. But I don’t try hard and I can’t talk to them about anything meaningful because I know they’ll be tortured for many hours. And then they’ll be tortured, drugged and electrocuted to forget and when I talk to them again they’ll say, “It never happened.” Trying to be a good, peace-loving American gets me treated like a criminal. The military wants WW3 and I don’t, so to teach me a lesson if I get on a plane, twenty people get kicked off so I can get harassed during the flights, and then the flights gets delayed so the rest of the hundred passengers are inconvenienced. Every move I make, every breath I take, they are watching me, hurting me and hassling me. The Military already has their list of soldiers who are slated to be the first to die in WW3 and General John Kelly said they will do everything in their power to stop me from stopping them. I don’t know how delaying flights for three hours and inconveniencing dozens of people stops me from doing anything. The Military teaches its troops to be rude and inconsiderate, and to hate good people who pray for peace. They say I’m subversive because I don’t want war. Sometimes the airline has to send another plane to accommodate all the people they kick off a flight. That costs them money. Airlines should have the right to ask about fabricating excuses for changing seats, etc. They should have the right to refuse Military baby antics. You notice the way we left the Kurds to be annihilated and we released Isis into Turkey so when something starts up, we can send nuclear missiles. Notice Trump didn’t send our troops home, rather on to the next potential nuclear war site. There are potential wars in six other countries and three bogus attacks on our people, in this country, so we “have to retaliate,” just like Afghanistan. I knew about that, too. A country that attacks its own people as a pretense to start a war is subversive and traitorous. I wrote a memo and I told Pres. Bush about the attack on the trade towers at least a year before nine eleven. Three thousand people died that day and he has killed more than thirty thousand Americans since then just to keep his secret. The killing will get worse. I just want this madness to stop. Trump isn’t a pacifist, he’s an Annihilist. Pence is no better, he thinks Armageddon will resurrect Christ: the opposite is true. Christ will not come if we start Armageddon. That’s a myth and a lie, like everything else. Wake up America. About George Lucas- NSA Agents are doing the same thing to George Lucas. I was told no one really wants to hurt George, but they “have to.” George and everyone involved with Obama must learn he's not the man you think he is. But they think he’s a nice guy so they feel badly about it. Well that’s something, I guess. But the Government and other cults should not have round-the-clock accessibility to agents who are trained killers and have had their free will taken away through torture and electroshock. The best agents have had their personality split, so one personality takes over to carry out “orders” while the original personality watches helplessly. There’s a better way to run the military, and I was about to get through to put forth my ideas when the order came through to kill the three Generals who wanted to listen to me: and to kill six special agents who had been listening to me. I listen to these guys and I wonder if they have any feelings at all? I know they do even though they’re not “allowed to.” They’re not “allowed to” complain, either, under fear of death. If they try to retire, they’re not de-programmed, they are killed! I watched the Clint Eastwood movie American Sniper about Chris Kyle and I’m sure I commented on it a lot, but my readership has grown significantly and I know I’m monitored and it’s the guys doing the monitoring, who I’m trying to help. Even tough guys need a little help sometimes. I wonder if the death of Cris Kyle, played by Bradley Cooper, was planned the way it was to get me to say something about it. Everyone in the NSA knows what happened. Chris was killed because he got out. Tragically, Chris seemed to be capable of healing himself with the help of his family and still he was murdered. The man who murdered him was under orders. True! I have many, many confirmations on that statement. The judge sentenced Eddie Ray Routh, Chris’s murderer, to life in prison without parole. The movie writeup says - “U.S. Navy SEAL Chris Kyle (Bradley Cooper) takes his sole mission -- protect his comrades -- to heart and becomes one of the most lethal snipers in American history. His pinpoint accuracy not only saves countless lives.” Back to my dilemma, I can’t get in touch with anyone for fear they will be tortured or killed. You think, “I thought the US didn’t torture?” Well we do. My daughters and I are born and raised here. We are good people, we’re exceptionally good people and the NSA has a HUGE problem with that. The people who give the orders want war and we want peace, and they’re making us the bad guys? The only emails that get through to me are business and junk. Supposedly I get comments on my website that don’t come through, and I have to wonder if our military goes around killing anyone who tries to contact me? My phone rings all the time but not here. This was true when I was in NJ, too. Nobody got through to me. The call is sent elsewhere and other people pick it up pretending to be me and the women pretending to be me are nasty bitches. If I call someone and straighten something out, I find out later that the conversation never happened, I was really talking to someone in the NSA, and I have to get back to square one. Most times things are so impossible, I give up. I escaped my ex-husbands satanic cult only to find myself embroiled in the government’s cult. A much thicker, stickier web. They have kept my money from me so I can’t even get an apartment. That’s stealing, but they’re the military so nothing is illegal, not murder or theft. I feel if I call someone for help he or she will be killed or badly hurt. Just being my friend or talking to me can get you sick with cancer or dead. I think people who I have helped, or who have asked to help me, need to go to the press to tell them what a pickle I’m in . There are many people who have offered to help me over the years. Many have been killed. I don’t understand how a kid in a uniform can break into Steve Jobs’ house and inject his brain with liquid smoke, or some other carcinogen: and if he questions those orders his buddy will be told to kill him. They have to kill each other all the time. It’s so f_ked up I can’t stand it. Neither can the Agents. They don’t realize that “under orders” is meaningless. If they’re caught they’ll be tried for murder. Steve Jobs was a great man. No one, no politician, and no officer, has the right to murder any citizen, especially one who makes this country proud. If you know someone in the NSA it’s your responsibility to let your congressman know what this country is doing to him. They’re being treated barbarically. If you know my daughters please call them to lend an ear, because their memories are being erased in an attempt to make them cold and heartless and they’re suffering. Their memories are being erased and replaced with more horrible lies, and their ability to reason is gone. They used to be the smartest women on the planet. If you know George Lucas do the same. The man we were both speaking with, who George considers a friend, ordered some horrific things done to George. They are trying to change his personality so he won’t like me, or so I won’t like him, like that could ever happen, but in the meantime his health and his mind will be suffering. Listening to him will be helpful. He also has a homing device and a microphone planted in him. His whole house is wired because he knows me. If you’re a parent whose kid wants to join special forces let him know what he’ll be joining. I had someone with me get killed because he couldn’t kill his friend. I’m serious. Watch the Manchurian Candidate, especially the part where people are being murdered, but the men see themselves at a flower show. That’s what it’s like. A Clock Work Orange shows how it’s done. And Mel Gibson’s Conspiracy Theory shows the aftermath. NSA guys read my books and my blog because I may be the only friend you’ve got. I’d love to be able to take suggestions. I know I have to get all lawyered up, I’d like to sue the government for defamation of character and theft. That’s something I used to be able to do, but I’m powerless now. What you can do. God changed my name to Grace. I changed it legally in 2007. My slave name was Lynn. I was born Lynn Pezzutti, then I married Jay McDermott and I became Lynn McDermott, then I married Peter Mickelsen (now deceased) and became Lynn Mickelsen. Most of my friends in the entertainment industry think I’m Lynn Mickelsen. So now I’m Grace Gardener, and while I’m not a slave, I’m a prisoner of the state. If you’re a lawyer, see if you can get something going. I was thinking Amal Clooney could be very helpful. If you know someone in the ACLU ask them to read this blog. If you’re in my family, Doherty, Murray, Sullivan or Kelly and remember me from my Anti-War days and establishing Earth Day maybe there’s something you want to do. Let the NY Times know I’d like this published as a letter to the Editor. Publish first, contact later. Send a copy or link to your News. Good Luck, God Bless you. Rise Up! Think Peace. THE NSA AND THE MOOCS WON'T LET ANYONE GET THROUGH TO ME. THEY MAY EVEN HURT YOU IF YOU TRY. See the pages in the tabs of this blog, Grace Gardener, and, A Little About Lynn Mickelsen. If you know me and I don't get back to you, then the email was intercepted. Never talk to anyone claiming to be me without asking questions to be sure. All site posts beginning 4/1/16 will be on Grace-Gardener.org. I’m not doing this for attention. I have 107 broken bones, zero disks in my back, and I’m exhausted. I need to get through to the people who knew me for credibility: but the NSA blocks my every move. I have to have the same acknowledgement and respect for my judgement I had while I was a ghost director in Hollywood and when I was CEO of the Rand Corp. Rand has been able to keep my work anonymous and credited to other people so they can collect my pay and residuals. They figured as long as they’re erasing my memory, and taking credit for my inventions, music, acting and directing; they may as well keep the money I earned. Also, the money would be proof that I did the work, so they’ve kept me poor all of my life. The reason the conspirators made plans in front of me was because they were assured I would “Never Remember” them, their visit and the things they planned. They talked in a kind of code that I have since figured out. I would have turned them in after the meeting had I been allowed to remember. I have to operate the way I do to keep away from my captors. GRR taught me most of the tactics I use. (Now he won’t help because his memory of me is implanted.) I know it angers some corrupt NSA Officers, but it’s a fact that I was a prisoner and slave at the Rand Corporation, and the NSA helped and still helps to keep me that way. I have to make evasive maneuvers to keep me, my daughters, this country and the world safe. Meanwhile I have no where to turn. I still feel like a candle in the wind. https://youtu.be/uw6CIxD1pHo My name was Lynn Mickelsen while I was a prisoner in a blue house and slave of a “club” based in northern New Jersey. If you know me PLEASE DON'T TRY TO CONTACT ME THROUGH THE RAND CORPORATION OR ANY OF MY FORMER EMPLOYERS OR ANY CONTACT FROM MORE THAN 12 YEARS AGO. I know 90% of what I know because plans for Armageddon were alwazs talked about at RAND. Some people know the cult know it with a name similar to The Builder Berg Society or the Skull and Dagger Society. There's a HUGE bounty on my head that the cult I escaped from has no intention of paying. The plan is to have me killed and then to kill the person trying to collect the bounty. I thought up the plan and the amount because I thought it was going to be the plot in a movie. I told the people who wanted the plan, "This is one movie no one will want to see." In short, anyone who kills me will be killed within 24 hours and will never see a dime. Now I'm RVing but I’m still a prisoner in that I can't get in touch with anyone, and no one can get in touch with me, except in person. I found out about the other life I’d been living during a grueling five-hour conversation I detail in my Book, ‘the Conversation’ We'll have World Peace once we abolish child abuse. My view of Apocalypse has no battle, no war, no army. I believe the knowledge in ‘the Conversation’ is enough to save the world. The blog grace-gardener.org lists just some of the accomplishments I achieved as a slave, to let everyone I've helped over the past sixty years, who I am. I will finally claim my life! If you’re a George Lucas fan you may remember some of these strange stories that involve him. I met George on the set of American Graffiti; we got engaged when the movie wrapped. I was taken away and George was told I was dead. Five years later I was hired to figure out how to make Luke Skywalker’s farm vehicle fly. The people who handled me (owned me) forgot that I had worked for this director once before on American Graffiti and they told him I was dead. I arrived and solved Lucas’s problem for him and he tearfully remembered me and told me what had happened five years before. I stayed on the set of Star Wars long enough to name the Star Wars characters and solve another animatronics problem with Chewy’s costume. I was told it was time to leave and started to follow my jailers the way I had been programmed to, when George asked, “When will I see you again?” I began to say, “Oh, you’ll see me again,” but I realized I wasn’t certain of that because once before, when we got engaged, I never saw him again. So I turned around and started walking back toward Lucas and I asked, “How about now? Can I stay with you now? Because I don’t know when I’ll be able to see you again.” George thought a second and agreed that I should stay. As I was walking back to him I saw his expression change and looked over my shoulder to see the man I had been following holding a gun on me. I kept walking because now I was sure that the story Lucas had told me about what happened five years ago, was going to happen again and I couldn’t allow that. Someone had obviously been playing with my life, and I couldn’t have that, so I kept walking toward Lucas and away from the man with the gun. Lucas’s expression changed again, this time his face was filled with fear and horror. I turned around and now there were three men holding guns on George Lucas. There was only about 20 feet of desert between us but I had to go with them in order to save Lucas’s life. I‘m still trying to walk those 20 feet.
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