Why Do I Keep Fighting the Good Fight?

Why Do I Keep Fighting the Good Fight?

I was taken to Calcutta and visited with Mother Theresa and the people who had lepersy. (FYI: The diary that was found and reported to be hers was written by someone in the cult.) Mother Theresa asked did I have a favorite poem of mine. I said it’s always the last one I finished. I read her Anyway. It made her cry and she asked me to put it on the wall. I painted it on the wall and then found out she meant hang it on the wall. Everyone thought she had written it until Kent Keith (probably a cult member) claimed he wrote it. This is my philosophy on life. People often ask why I even try, why I keep trying, and how I keep going?



People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered;

Forgive them, anyway.

If you are kind, People may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;

Be kind, anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;

Succeed, anyway.

If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;

Be honest and frank, anyway.

What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight.

Build, anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;

Be happy, anyway.

The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;

Do good, anyway.

Give the world the best you have and it may never be enough;

Give the world the best you have, anyway.



From The Lord of the Ring


Frodo:    “I can’t do this, Sam.”

Sam:    “I know. It’s all wrong; by rights we shouldn’t even be here – but we are – it’s like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo, the ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger, they were, sometimes you didn’t want to know the end, because how could the end be happy? How could the world to go back to the way it was when so much bad happened? But in the end, it’s only a passing thing, this shadow – even darkness must pass. A new day will come, and when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. Those are the stories that stay with you; those are the stories that meant something, even if you were too small to understand why. But I think Mr. Frodo, I do understand. I know now, the folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn’t, they kept going because they were holding onto something.”

Frodo:    “What are we holding on to, Sam?”

Sam:    “That there’s some good in this world, Mr. Frodo, and it’s worth fighting for.”

Remember to Remember –

I am not better than anyone, and, no one is better than me.

I was told the saying, “It’s amazing the number of things you can achieve if you don’t take credit,” was first said about me. I’ve been thinking of some of the things I’ve done and the quotes and ideas I’ve given away over the years that have contributed in a positive way to humankind. Here are a handful of my accomplishments.

Peace sign and symbol – both the drawing and the fingers. I’m trying to bring it back.

The Coexist bumper sticker is mine. It took almost 50 years for that one to catch on. (the Satanic symbol that dots the i is not mine)

“Make love not war”

“Mr. Gorbechov tear down this wall”

“One small step for man, one giant leap for mankind”

Earth Day – (Boy, that one really took off, didn’t it!)

I sat next to Rosa Parks on that bus in Memphis and I wouldn’t let her get up. She was in the first row of the black section and there were no other empty seats – except next to her. I sat down not knowing the law and when I found out, I wouldn’t let her stand because she said her feet hurt. She got arrested because she “wouldn’t” get up, and the rest is history.

The Internet (That still has potential. For instance, Twitter was created with evil intentions but is being used for good. I thought of it as a means to an end goal of World Peace, but others took the reins once it was up and running)

Legalizing marijuana

Helped LBJ pass the Civil Rights Acts. (Did you ever wonder how and why a good-old-boy from Texas would pass Civil Rights legislation? To get back at the men in the shadows who caused the Vietnam War. There was a girl in the shadows fighting for what’s right.)

Helped to end war in Vietnam. The 18 year old vote (I knew Nixon)

Chose Bill Cosby as the second lead in I Spy.

Came up with the idea for Star Trek. Chose the Star Trek cast and wrote the episodes about race and war. (I named them and dressed them, too) I’m proud to have created the first integrated cast on TV. Developed Spock’s anti-war character the hand sign and “Live Long and Prosper”

Played with the Beatles and we went to see the maharishi and sang songs of peace

Wrote many songs about peace including Give Peace a Chance, Imagine, Ebony and Ivory, Do They Know It’s Christmas.

I wrote most, if not all, of the songs about Peace. Blowin in the Wind, Michael Row the Boat Ashore, He’s Got the Whole World in His Hands. Wrote the second verse of We Shall Overcome the day before Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. was shot, while at the meeting about the march.

Played Scout in To Kill a Mockingbird and made the movie more equal rights oriented than the book.

The play Hair and the movie ET, Jonny Got His Gun, Mash (the Movie and TV show)

Helped legalize Gay marriage. Said to call the man ‘husband’ and the woman the ‘wife.’ Keep the terms ‘bride’ and ‘groom.’ I suggested instead of saying husband and husband just say legally wed.

I’ve been teaching people “spanking” a child isn’t necessary. I think that, that change in thinking will create fewer severely emotionally crippled individuals thereby shrinking the ability of evil to spread. Intergenerational Satanic Churches worldwide aren’t able to sustain themselves because of a lack of severely abused children. Without child abuse people are able to make decisions for themselves. Independent thinking is imperative to World Peace.

Still fighting for equal pay for women and minorities.

Still trying to get people to stop thinking of sex as dirty. The governments and religions who control sex control society. (that’s one of the evil intents to making abortion illegal)

Still trying to point out the inherent evil in thinking anyone is better than anyone else. Any organized religion that teaches superiority, is an obstacle to World Peace.

About Grace Gardener

THE NSA AND THE MOOCS WON'T LET ANYONE GET THROUGH TO ME. THEY MAY EVEN HURT YOU IF YOU TRY. See the pages in the tabs of this blog, Grace Gardener, and, A Little About Lynn Mickelsen. If you know me and I don't get back to you, then the email was intercepted. Never talk to anyone claiming to be me without asking questions to be sure. All site posts beginning 4/1/16 will be on Grace-Gardener.org. I’m not doing this for attention. I have 107 broken bones, zero disks in my back, and I’m exhausted. I need to get through to the people who knew me for credibility: but the NSA blocks my every move. I have to have the same acknowledgement and respect for my judgement I had while I was a ghost director in Hollywood and when I was CEO of the Rand Corp. Rand has been able to keep my work anonymous and credited to other people so they can collect my pay and residuals. They figured as long as they’re erasing my memory, and taking credit for my inventions, music, acting and directing; they may as well keep the money I earned. Also, the money would be proof that I did the work, so they’ve kept me poor all of my life. The reason the conspirators made plans in front of me was because they were assured I would “Never Remember” them, their visit and the things they planned. They talked in a kind of code that I have since figured out. I would have turned them in after the meeting had I been allowed to remember. I have to operate the way I do to keep away from my captors. GRR taught me most of the tactics I use. (Now he won’t help because his memory of me is implanted.) I know it angers some corrupt NSA Officers, but it’s a fact that I was a prisoner and slave at the Rand Corporation, and the NSA helped and still helps to keep me that way. I have to make evasive maneuvers to keep me, my daughters, this country and the world safe. Meanwhile I have no where to turn. I still feel like a candle in the wind. https://youtu.be/uw6CIxD1pHo My name was Lynn Mickelsen while I was a prisoner in a blue house and slave of a “club” based in northern New Jersey. If you know me PLEASE DON'T TRY TO CONTACT ME THROUGH THE RAND CORPORATION OR ANY OF MY FORMER EMPLOYERS OR ANY CONTACT FROM MORE THAN 9 YEARS AGO. People who tried doing this are being killed. Some people know the cult know it with a name similar to The Builder Berg Society or the Skull and Dagger Society. There's a HUGE bounty on my head that the cult I escaped from has no intention of paying. The plan is to have me killed and then to kill the person trying to collect the bounty. I thought up the plan and the amount because I thought it was going to be the plot in a movie. I told the people who wanted the plan, "This is one movie no one will want to see." In short, anyone who kills me will be killed within 24 hours and will never see a dime. Now I'm RVing but I’m still a prisoner in that I can't get in touch with anyone, and no one can get in touch with me, except in person. I found out about the other life I’d been living during a grueling five-hour conversation I detail in my Book, ‘the Conversation’ The reason I knew nothing about my own life was because I suffered selective amnesia - induced by the cult that owned me - with drugs, torture and electricity. 'The Conversation' is available in paperback at Blurb.com. The ebook is free. I worked nights and weekends naming products, bands and internet services, or anything else the "club" wanted me to do. I would wake up in the morning and remember nothing about the work and meetings, and I never received ANY money. I could only remember my 9 - 5 job at a bank. I’ve written the eBook, ‘Garden of the Light,’ as a lighter, inspirational compliment to the eBooks – ‘the Conversation,’ and, 'the Truth about Lynn Mickelsen’ which are intended to shed new, totally different light on the current world situation and change the world for the better. Apocalypse is a Greek word meaning, ‘the Revealing of Ancient Knowledge.’ I consider the book, ‘the Conversation,’ as Apocalypse because it reveals the ancient knowledge. We'll have World Peace once we abolish child abuse. My view of Apocalypse has no battle, no war, no army. I believe the knowledge in ‘the Conversation’ is enough to save the world. The blog grace-gardener.org lists just some of the accomplishments I achieved as a slave, to let everyone I've helped over the past sixty years, who I am. I will finally claim my life! https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/380321 If you’re a George Lucas fan you may remember some of these strange stories that involve him. I met George on the set of American Graffiti; we got engaged when the movie wrapped. I was taken away and George was told I was dead. Five years later I was hired to figure out how to make Luke Skywalker’s farm vehicle fly. The people who handled me (owned me) forgot that I had worked for this director once before on American Graffiti and they told him I was dead. I arrived and solved Lucas’s problem for him and he tearfully remembered me and told me what had happened five years before. I stayed on the set of Star Wars long enough to name the Star Wars characters and solve another animatronics problem with Chewy’s costume. I was told it was time to leave and started to follow my jailers the way I had been programmed to, when George asked, “When will I see you again?” I began to say, “Oh, you’ll see me again,” but I realized I wasn’t certain of that because once before, when we got engaged, I never saw him again. So I turned around and started walking back toward Lucas and I asked, “How about now? Can I stay with you now? Because I don’t know when I’ll be able to see you again.” George thought a second and agreed that I should stay. As I was walking back to him I saw his expression change and looked over my shoulder to see the man I had been following holding a gun on me. I kept walking because now I was sure that the story Lucas had told me about what happened five years ago, was going to happen again and I couldn’t allow that. Someone had obviously been playing with my life, and I couldn’t have that, so I kept walking toward Lucas and away from the man with the gun. Lucas’s expression changed again, this time his face was filled with fear and horror. I turned around and now there were three men holding guns on George Lucas. There was only about 20 feet of desert between us but I had to go with them in order to save Lucas’s life. So, if you’re a fan of George Lucas you may remember someone being stolen off the Star Wars set at gunpoint. That was me. Years later I was abducted and stolen from the Academy Awards. You may remember that incident - that was me. Years later I was abducted and stolen from the Elton John’s post Oscar Party that benefits his AIDs foundation. You may remember that incident - that was me. Years later Harrison Ford and George Lucas devised a plan to steal me off of the set of The Fugitive. This time I was shot with a coma drug. They used a hypodermic needle that went through my coat and slacks and into my thigh. Two bogus ambulance men came in a stolen ambulance and took me away. The only other time I saw George face to face was during the making of Howard the Duck. George Lucas and Steven Spielberg made that ridiculous movie to try to rescue me again, in case you were wondering why they made that movie. I was supposed to see Lucas again on a set of Indiana Jones but this time it was George who was drugged and abducted. This makes 8 times George Lucas tried to rescue me. I’ve spoken with Lucas on the phone only a few times over the past 40 years, and those phone calls and the conversations we had while shooting American Graffiti, are what makes up Yoda’s philosophies and Star Wars 7 – the Force Awakens. The reason the people who owned me don’t allow George and I to get together is because they don’t want World Peace. War makes them rich. The greed of a handful of people keep the word in the turmoil it’s in. The people in the entertainment industry know me as the woman with no memory and no name. If you want to know more about me, check out my blog www.grace-gardener.org; or read my free ebooks the Truth about Lynn Mickelsen, and, the Conversation. I‘m still trying to walk those 20 feet.
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