Cancer (Part 2)

Once again, I lived with the conspirators so this is not a theory – This is reality. The conspirators are all in the top 1%. They are the men in the shadows who rule the world.

The many carcinogens in our food are put there by drug companies that produce chemotherapy drugs. When I was told that in ‘the Conversation’ I didn’t believe it. I kept saying, “The FDA wouldn’t allow it! They wouldn’t allow chemicals in our food that could harm us.”

Rita’s cold, loud reply was simply, “We own the FDA, or most of it, and we will own it by 2012!”

Part 2

Chemotherapy Drugs cost very little, she told me. The more people with cancer the more the drug companies make. I named Cancer Treatment Centers of America. That’s a place where you can go to get the most aggressive cancer treatment. If you have a tumor and it has to be removed, something that would work on cancers that haven’t begun to spread, go to a place like Cancer Treatment Centers of America and they’ll sell you Radiation and Chemotherapy in addition to surgery. They even brag about it in their commercial. The fella in the commercial says he had surgery for his cancer and when the tests came back he was told he needed more surgery that’s when he decided he needed a second opinion. He went to cancer Treatment Centers of America and they told him they would give him radiation and chemo and then do the surgery. Evidently that made him happy. Why trust one doctor over another? Why pay thousands of dollars more for treatment you don’t even need? We’ve been taught that we have to put poison in our body to kill the cancer. The medical community, trained in this country, has been taught that. If you’re with someone who wants to use a minimal approach, why not try that first? This horrendous disease has been put upon the people of the world, especially the people of the United States, and no one is questioning where it’s from?

I know someone who was diagnosed with prostate cancer. He was told not to do anything about it because of his age. Prostate cancer is one cancer men will always get if you live long enough. It doesn’t spread in older people and will not kill them. So he went for a second opinion and was told he should have chemo, radiation and surgery. So he went with that suggestion instead and became very ill.

I was in on the decision to add prostate cancer to a yearly fund drive. The people who wanted to collect money for that cause had other objectives for that money. I told them prostate cancer would not kill older men and they said that’s good because the money they collect for research won’t be going into research.* They just wanted to put the emphasis back on men because they thought women’s cancer was in the limelight far too long, and women aren’t as important as men. I don’t know what month they picked but when they wanted a color I suggested blue, since pink is for girls and blue is for boys. True story. (*Knowing them, it’s probably going to fund ISIL.)

Why do cigarettes made in the United States cause cancer and cigarettes made outside of this country don’t? I was told, tobacco does not cause cancer. The type of fertilizer used on the tobacco and the type of pesticides the US uses are what causes cancer. In addition the paper and the filter are made of things that cause cancer and there is something sprayed on the tobacco so that it burns slowly and evenly, and that also causes cancer. If you grew your own tobacco you could smoke and it wouldn’t cause cancer. That makes sense since other countries are able to smoke tobacco with no ill effects. The native Americans smoked tobacco and lived a good long healthy life (when we weren’t killing them.) But we allow our health to be compromised by greedy health providers. Why do they do this? Money. Also they like to watch people suffer and think it’s funny when families are concerned for their loved ones.

This may sound off topic but, I’ve worked in Hollywood on comedies for many years. The comedies have gone downhill because members of the Satanic church are being hired by Hollywood producers and those people have no idea what’s funny. They’re taught that suffering is funny, bullying is funny, frustration is funny. You watch America’s Funniest Videos and you’ll see what I mean. When I flipped through the channels sometimes I’ll land on that and watch it for a minute or two until someone gets grievously hurt and I cringe but the audience sounds like it’s laughing. That could be a laugh track but I’m telling you these people, in Satanic Churches have a very sick sense of humor. They think it’s funny to watch people suffer and family members grieve and everyone spends his or her last dime to try to save that person to no avail. Some of the doctors and nurses who work in corrupt cancer treatment centers are legitimate doctors and nurses who care about people and cry when they suffer. But the people who own these places enjoy making money above all else and find it amusing to watch people in pain. It’s a sickening thought.

I know for a fact, because it’s happened to me, medical tests are manipulated all the time and the results of the test are frequently falsified. In my case, tumors that I saw on the sonogram screen disappeared on the sonogram image I took home with me. Tumors that I discussed with the radiologist are not even on the report. The report is a an assessment of another woman’s breast. So I can’t get the help that I need, but I’ll tell you if I ever get free of these bastards and I get to have surgery, surgery will be my only course of treatment; unless of course the cancer has spread by the time I’m free. Even then I doubt I would subject myself to chemotherapy. I’d probably opt for Chelation Therapy or work with a lab on alternatives like Hydrogen Peroxide. I’m under constant surveillance so I’m being bombarded with x-rays minutely. I’ve had carcinogens planted in every part of my body, so I should have died of cancer by now, but the radiation from the satallite surveillance may be just enough to keep the cancers from spreading – or not. I’ve been to Heaven and I’ll tell you it’s a glorious place.

In someone else’s case they could be told they have cancer when they don’t. Satanists often do this to their enemy’s. It’s easy to switch an image of cancer to someone who doesn’t have it, and then start radiation and chemo that makes a person’s hair and teeth fall out. They’ll do that as some sick revenge for minor infractions like cutting someone off on the road. I know for a fact women who aren’t pregnant are told they are so the abortion doctor can collect his fee for an abortion. Down and down the money spiral of filth we go. Medicine is a sinister thing when so much money is at stake.

I know I’ve written posts about things and diseases I’ve named over the years, so I know a lot about the plans to make people sick with incurable viruses and the like. One of the things I named was the series about cancer currently airing on PBS. I called cancer the Emperor of diseases. Rita said cancer is called the Big C because they make so much money on it. She said that any poison, including rat poison, kills cancer cells. But Rita likes to see people’s hair fall out, especially women, and so they use a poison that makes hair fall out as a kills cancer cells.

They make documentaries like the one on cancer so the rest of the Satanists and see firsthand the havoc that they wreak by contaminating the food supply. One of the main reasons, Rita told me, that people join the Satanic church is to get a list of foods that are safe. I don’t trust any processed foods anymore because I know they don’t list all of the ingredients. Between GMO and chemicals most of the food in the US is not safe. Just as an aside, Heirloom Tomatoes have a gene from poppies spliced in them so they are habit-forming, they also have a gene from a poisonous plant, Hemlock – I think. All in all – they aren’t food. (I named Heirloom Tomatoes)

There’s a PBS special brought to you by companies like Monsanto, who are doing the gene splicing and making chemicals that go with it to make you sick: that likens GMO to breeding. Gene splicing is not breeding! In fact, I’m going to go way off base here and say that the Bible’s reference to the abomination of God’s creation, the phrase that people use to say God doesn’t like homosexuals, is in actuality warning against Genetically Modified Organisms and has nothing to do with homosexuals. (God doesn’t dislike anyone and He certainly is incapable of hate.) The people who say they hate homosexuals are the same people who are proponents of genetically modifying our food. You could actually use the Bible as an argument against GMO, if you’re into that sort of thing.

I was told cancer was one of the easiest things to kill. I believe it because Cancer is mutant cells in our own bodies and so our bodies are already trying to attack them and kill them. I was told any kind of poison will work. I’ve thought for quite some time, that hydrogen peroxide should do the trick. I’ve discussed this with doctors who are now trying Chelation Therapy on human guinea pigs in Mexico. I know several people who’ve tried it and swear by it. I wouldn’t try it because I know it couldn’t work on my own maladies resulting from years of torture: and because I understand they’ve added other drugs to it. No one who’s tried it has been able to give me a list of the drugs that are being pumped into them. But I do think that something simple will work to kill cancer. The reason I think hydrogen peroxide should be tried is it has two atoms of oxygen to two of hydrogen so, in theory, it should raise the red blood cell count and that should be enough to kill cancer: additionally, hydrogen peroxide is a poison and that alone, may be enough to kill cancer. I wanted clinical trials so we could determine what amount would work, but the doctor I was explaining it to, decided he would do his own human trials in Mexico. I really don’t like that approach and I don’t know what he’s added to the hydrogen peroxide. He charges 60 dollars per “treatment” which is, essentially, 2 cents worth of hydrogen peroxide and he recommends 10 treatments. When I explain this to “patients,” they say they will not inject anything into their veins without a doctor. Go figure. They could save $599.80. They may have signed up to get cancer for all we know since we don’t know what the other chemicals are.

What Rita said in The Conversation was any poison even rat poison would kill cancer with fewer side effects, but since cancer is a result of human intervention *they choose chemotherapy that also makes your hair and teeth fall out and makes you nauseous so they can sell more drugs. (*they being the medical and pharmaceutical companies which are in the Satanic church)

Satanists often use cancer to kill their enemies. John Alexander said he was the one who injected Steve Jobs with the carcinogen that turned to cancer that eventually killed him. They use cancer on prominent people because no one suspects murder. Also, if they murder someone who has cancer, cancer is always listed as the cause of death. They murder sick people using drugs or suffocation, usually with a pillow, and the cause of death is always listed as whatever it was the person was ill with.

In Conclusion:

Essentially it’s the drug companies who make additives for our foods that give us diseases that the same drug companies have cures for. Not cures, mind you, but drugs to make us feel a little better. Most of those drugs have side effects that they have other drugs for and so the slope gets slipperier the longer we eat foods with additives.

Why would people do such horrible things? That’s the reason I didn’t believe Rita in 2003. If you only look for the good in people – all you’ll see is the good.

I say in my book, the Conversation and the Truth, that if you only look for the good in people all you see is the good.

About Grace Gardener

I’m being abused by the NSA. My right to privacy is long gone. They have put a homing device and a microphone in my stomach, supposedly attached to my spine so there will be bone conduction. I have an X-ray picture of it. I was told if I take it out I will be killed. Our soldiers all have the same, but they agreed to it. If I go to the ACLU to complain, my phone call will be intercepted. If I confide in a friend about what’s happening to me, she’ll be killed. The NSA has brainwashed my daughters into not trusting me. They’ve been working on torturing them every week for the past 15 years. When I left in my RV they loved and trusted me, but now that I haven’t seen them in so long that now they’re afraid of me. When I was there, living with or near them, even though they were being tortured to hate me (that’s true), once they saw me again they were fine. But I can’t even call them. I know most of my calls are diverted, and I know when they try to answer, that’s diverted, too. But I don’t try hard and I can’t talk to them about anything meaningful because I know they’ll be tortured for many hours. And then they’ll be tortured, drugged and electrocuted to forget and when I talk to them again they’ll say, “It never happened.” Trying to be a good, peace-loving American gets me treated like a criminal. The military wants WW3 and I don’t, so to teach me a lesson if I get on a plane, twenty people get kicked off so I can get harassed during the flights, and then the flights gets delayed so the rest of the hundred passengers are inconvenienced. Every move I make, every breath I take, they are watching me, hurting me and hassling me. The Military already has their list of soldiers who are slated to be the first to die in WW3 and General John Kelly said they will do everything in their power to stop me from stopping them. I don’t know how delaying flights for three hours and inconveniencing dozens of people stops me from doing anything. The Military teaches its troops to be rude and inconsiderate, and to hate good people who pray for peace. They say I’m subversive because I don’t want war. Sometimes the airline has to send another plane to accommodate all the people they kick off a flight. That costs them money. Airlines should have the right to ask about fabricating excuses for changing seats, etc. They should have the right to refuse Military baby antics. You notice the way we left the Kurds to be annihilated and we released Isis into Turkey so when something starts up, we can send nuclear missiles. Notice Trump didn’t send our troops home, rather on to the next potential nuclear war site. There are potential wars in six other countries and three bogus attacks on our people, in this country, so we “have to retaliate,” just like Afghanistan. I knew about that, too. A country that attacks its own people as a pretense to start a war is subversive and traitorous. I wrote a memo and I told Pres. Bush about the attack on the trade towers at least a year before nine eleven. Three thousand people died that day and he has killed more than thirty thousand Americans since then just to keep his secret. The killing will get worse. I just want this madness to stop. Trump isn’t a pacifist, he’s an Annihilist. Pence is no better, he thinks Armageddon will resurrect Christ: the opposite is true. Christ will not come if we start Armageddon. That’s a myth and a lie, like everything else. Wake up America. About George Lucas- NSA Agents are doing the same thing to George Lucas. I was told no one really wants to hurt George, but they “have to.” George and everyone involved with Obama must learn he's not the man you think he is. But they think he’s a nice guy so they feel badly about it. Well that’s something, I guess. But the Government and other cults should not have round-the-clock accessibility to agents who are trained killers and have had their free will taken away through torture and electroshock. The best agents have had their personality split, so one personality takes over to carry out “orders” while the original personality watches helplessly. There’s a better way to run the military, and I was about to get through to put forth my ideas when the order came through to kill the three Generals who wanted to listen to me: and to kill six special agents who had been listening to me. I listen to these guys and I wonder if they have any feelings at all? I know they do even though they’re not “allowed to.” They’re not “allowed to” complain, either, under fear of death. If they try to retire, they’re not de-programmed, they are killed! I watched the Clint Eastwood movie American Sniper about Chris Kyle and I’m sure I commented on it a lot, but my readership has grown significantly and I know I’m monitored and it’s the guys doing the monitoring, who I’m trying to help. Even tough guys need a little help sometimes. I wonder if the death of Cris Kyle, played by Bradley Cooper, was planned the way it was to get me to say something about it. Everyone in the NSA knows what happened. Chris was killed because he got out. Tragically, Chris seemed to be capable of healing himself with the help of his family and still he was murdered. The man who murdered him was under orders. True! I have many, many confirmations on that statement. The judge sentenced Eddie Ray Routh, Chris’s murderer, to life in prison without parole. The movie writeup says - “U.S. Navy SEAL Chris Kyle (Bradley Cooper) takes his sole mission -- protect his comrades -- to heart and becomes one of the most lethal snipers in American history. His pinpoint accuracy not only saves countless lives.” Back to my dilemma, I can’t get in touch with anyone for fear they will be tortured or killed. You think, “I thought the US didn’t torture?” Well we do. My daughters and I are born and raised here. We are good people, we’re exceptionally good people and the NSA has a HUGE problem with that. The people who give the orders want war and we want peace, and they’re making us the bad guys? The only emails that get through to me are business and junk. Supposedly I get comments on my website that don’t come through, and I have to wonder if our military goes around killing anyone who tries to contact me? My phone rings all the time but not here. This was true when I was in NJ, too. Nobody got through to me. The call is sent elsewhere and other people pick it up pretending to be me and the women pretending to be me are nasty bitches. If I call someone and straighten something out, I find out later that the conversation never happened, I was really talking to someone in the NSA, and I have to get back to square one. Most times things are so impossible, I give up. I escaped my ex-husbands satanic cult only to find myself embroiled in the government’s cult. A much thicker, stickier web. They have kept my money from me so I can’t even get an apartment. That’s stealing, but they’re the military so nothing is illegal, not murder or theft. I feel if I call someone for help he or she will be killed or badly hurt. Just being my friend or talking to me can get you sick with cancer or dead. I think people who I have helped, or who have asked to help me, need to go to the press to tell them what a pickle I’m in . There are many people who have offered to help me over the years. Many have been killed. I don’t understand how a kid in a uniform can break into Steve Jobs’ house and inject his brain with liquid smoke, or some other carcinogen: and if he questions those orders his buddy will be told to kill him. They have to kill each other all the time. It’s so f_ked up I can’t stand it. Neither can the Agents. They don’t realize that “under orders” is meaningless. If they’re caught they’ll be tried for murder. Steve Jobs was a great man. No one, no politician, and no officer, has the right to murder any citizen, especially one who makes this country proud. If you know someone in the NSA it’s your responsibility to let your congressman know what this country is doing to him. They’re being treated barbarically. If you know my daughters please call them to lend an ear, because their memories are being erased in an attempt to make them cold and heartless and they’re suffering. Their memories are being erased and replaced with more horrible lies, and their ability to reason is gone. They used to be the smartest women on the planet. If you know George Lucas do the same. The man we were both speaking with, who George considers a friend, ordered some horrific things done to George. They are trying to change his personality so he won’t like me, or so I won’t like him, like that could ever happen, but in the meantime his health and his mind will be suffering. Listening to him will be helpful. He also has a homing device and a microphone planted in him. His whole house is wired because he knows me. If you’re a parent whose kid wants to join special forces let him know what he’ll be joining. I had someone with me get killed because he couldn’t kill his friend. I’m serious. Watch the Manchurian Candidate, especially the part where people are being murdered, but the men see themselves at a flower show. That’s what it’s like. A Clock Work Orange shows how it’s done. And Mel Gibson’s Conspiracy Theory shows the aftermath. NSA guys read my books and my blog because I may be the only friend you’ve got. I’d love to be able to take suggestions. I know I have to get all lawyered up, I’d like to sue the government for defamation of character and theft. That’s something I used to be able to do, but I’m powerless now. What you can do. God changed my name to Grace. I changed it legally in 2007. My slave name was Lynn. I was born Lynn Pezzutti, then I married Jay McDermott and I became Lynn McDermott, then I married Peter Mickelsen (now deceased) and became Lynn Mickelsen. Most of my friends in the entertainment industry think I’m Lynn Mickelsen. So now I’m Grace Gardener, and while I’m not a slave, I’m a prisoner of the state. If you’re a lawyer, see if you can get something going. I was thinking Amal Clooney could be very helpful. If you know someone in the ACLU ask them to read this blog. If you’re in my family, Doherty, Murray, Sullivan or Kelly and remember me from my Anti-War days and establishing Earth Day maybe there’s something you want to do. Let the NY Times know I’d like this published as a letter to the Editor. Publish first, contact later. Send a copy or link to your News. Good Luck, God Bless you. Rise Up! Think Peace. THE NSA AND THE MOOCS WON'T LET ANYONE GET THROUGH TO ME. THEY MAY EVEN HURT YOU IF YOU TRY. See the pages in the tabs of this blog, Grace Gardener, and, A Little About Lynn Mickelsen. If you know me and I don't get back to you, then the email was intercepted. Never talk to anyone claiming to be me without asking questions to be sure. All site posts beginning 4/1/16 will be on I’m not doing this for attention. I have 107 broken bones, zero disks in my back, and I’m exhausted. I need to get through to the people who knew me for credibility: but the NSA blocks my every move. I have to have the same acknowledgement and respect for my judgement I had while I was a ghost director in Hollywood and when I was CEO of the Rand Corp. Rand has been able to keep my work anonymous and credited to other people so they can collect my pay and residuals. They figured as long as they’re erasing my memory, and taking credit for my inventions, music, acting and directing; they may as well keep the money I earned. Also, the money would be proof that I did the work, so they’ve kept me poor all of my life. The reason the conspirators made plans in front of me was because they were assured I would “Never Remember” them, their visit and the things they planned. They talked in a kind of code that I have since figured out. I would have turned them in after the meeting had I been allowed to remember. I have to operate the way I do to keep away from my captors. GRR taught me most of the tactics I use. (Now he won’t help because his memory of me is implanted.) I know it angers some corrupt NSA Officers, but it’s a fact that I was a prisoner and slave at the Rand Corporation, and the NSA helped and still helps to keep me that way. I have to make evasive maneuvers to keep me, my daughters, this country and the world safe. Meanwhile I have no where to turn. I still feel like a candle in the wind. My name was Lynn Mickelsen while I was a prisoner in a blue house and slave of a “club” based in northern New Jersey. If you know me PLEASE DON'T TRY TO CONTACT ME THROUGH THE RAND CORPORATION OR ANY OF MY FORMER EMPLOYERS OR ANY CONTACT FROM MORE THAN 12 YEARS AGO. I know 90% of what I know because plans for Armageddon were alwazs talked about at RAND. Some people know the cult know it with a name similar to The Builder Berg Society or the Skull and Dagger Society. There's a HUGE bounty on my head that the cult I escaped from has no intention of paying. The plan is to have me killed and then to kill the person trying to collect the bounty. I thought up the plan and the amount because I thought it was going to be the plot in a movie. I told the people who wanted the plan, "This is one movie no one will want to see." In short, anyone who kills me will be killed within 24 hours and will never see a dime. Now I'm RVing but I’m still a prisoner in that I can't get in touch with anyone, and no one can get in touch with me, except in person. I found out about the other life I’d been living during a grueling five-hour conversation I detail in my Book, ‘the Conversation’ We'll have World Peace once we abolish child abuse. My view of Apocalypse has no battle, no war, no army. I believe the knowledge in ‘the Conversation’ is enough to save the world. The blog lists just some of the accomplishments I achieved as a slave, to let everyone I've helped over the past sixty years, who I am. I will finally claim my life! If you’re a George Lucas fan you may remember some of these strange stories that involve him. I met George on the set of American Graffiti; we got engaged when the movie wrapped. I was taken away and George was told I was dead. Five years later I was hired to figure out how to make Luke Skywalker’s farm vehicle fly. The people who handled me (owned me) forgot that I had worked for this director once before on American Graffiti and they told him I was dead. I arrived and solved Lucas’s problem for him and he tearfully remembered me and told me what had happened five years before. I stayed on the set of Star Wars long enough to name the Star Wars characters and solve another animatronics problem with Chewy’s costume. I was told it was time to leave and started to follow my jailers the way I had been programmed to, when George asked, “When will I see you again?” I began to say, “Oh, you’ll see me again,” but I realized I wasn’t certain of that because once before, when we got engaged, I never saw him again. So I turned around and started walking back toward Lucas and I asked, “How about now? Can I stay with you now? Because I don’t know when I’ll be able to see you again.” George thought a second and agreed that I should stay. As I was walking back to him I saw his expression change and looked over my shoulder to see the man I had been following holding a gun on me. I kept walking because now I was sure that the story Lucas had told me about what happened five years ago, was going to happen again and I couldn’t allow that. Someone had obviously been playing with my life, and I couldn’t have that, so I kept walking toward Lucas and away from the man with the gun. Lucas’s expression changed again, this time his face was filled with fear and horror. I turned around and now there were three men holding guns on George Lucas. There was only about 20 feet of desert between us but I had to go with them in order to save Lucas’s life. I‘m still trying to walk those 20 feet.
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