Twenty Traits of Satanic Cult Members

Twenty Traits of Satanic Cult Members.  (Moocs are the people who owned me and used me as a slave.  They are a Murder Occult Organized Crime Syndicate.)  This is a chapter that is also in the free ebook ‘the Conversation.’ This is how Moocs recognize each other. This is how Moocs hide in plain sight.  Note: Not all Satanists are directly involver in Murder Occult Organized Crime Syndicates, but they help by covering up for murders, rapes and by providing children as torture and rape victims.
It’s very helpful to be able to see an aura – just look for light and shadow. It’s like in a photo when one person looks dark and the one next to him is bright. In real life, look for actual shadow-making items like a tree or an overhang. If the dark person is not in a shadow, he or she has a dark aura. Make it a habit to notice auras. It’s very helpful.
The Importance of the Recognition of Evil –
In this new Millennium the understanding and recognition of evil will be of paramount importance. Good people MUST wake up to the fact that there are people on this Earth who mean to do harm. Evil people can pick each other out of a crowd. You’re at a disadvantage if you can’t. These are the people who will lie, cheat, murder and steal to get what they want. Making others miserable, “dirty tricks,” brings them temporary pleasure. If you cross them, they will torture or kill “sacrifice” you.
These people are your friends, co-workers, the cashier who just checked you out, the nurse at your doctor’s office, your Army buddies, and the cop on the corner.
People ask me how they can tell who is evil. Others say, “Oh, I would know if my friends were in a cult.” No you wouldn’t. I was married, for twenty-two years, to the prince of a Satanic cult, and I didn’t know: I may not have an IQ of 220, but I’m not stupid. Now that I’ve got things figured out I’m compelled to share this with you.
Those affialated with Satanic Churches have told me these observations are spot on. Here are twenty signs to be aware of.

Looks – Physical Appearance
1. The overwhelming majority of Satanic cults in this country are white.
During Cain and Abel days, it was assumed, God is black, because man was created in God’s image, and everyone was black. The earliest Satanists were called Canaanites because they decided to worship Cain for being the first person to end a human life. They wanted to breed themselves as far from God’s creation as possible. They wanted to become white. Many migrated north. Albinos were exalted and abused and used in their breeding programs.
Over a hundred centuries later, Satanists continued their hatred of black people and Jews, since Christ, whom they believed was God, was a black Jew.
2. Tattoo
The tattoo symbol for many satanic cult members is a small pea sized black circle with a circle of black dots surrounding it. Or three sixes, or a circle with three curled tails coming out if it – the circles of each six is overlapped. Cocopelli, the god of fire and mischief, was the first figure made of two series of three sixes. He’s not often drawn that way anymore. These tattoos are usually at the hairline on the back of the neck, but they can be anywhere. A dragon, skull, skeleton, a star, or snake, are popular cult symbols.
These symbols make it easier for cult members to identify each other. Three sixes is the symbol of the Devil in the Book of Revelation, because six has always had meaning to the Satanic church. A five pointed star or the six pointed star was one satanic symbol adopted by the Hebrews during the Exodus. Hiding the sixes, as in the overlapping circle or figures, is popular, since the Devil hides.
3. Eyes
People who belong to Satanic churches won’t look you in the eye, since they believe the eyes are the mirrors of the soul.
They take to heart the saying, “The eyes are the mirror of the soul,” and they don’t want anyone to see their soul. When they’re in a trance, which is usually before and during the church meeting, their eyes tend to wander around your face.
As they talk to you, they’ll glance at your eyes periodically, like they’re trying to look you in the eye; you might mistake this for shyness, or some affliction of their eyelids.
For a day or two before the full moon, until a day after the full moon, they have a decreased capacity to focus, or to pay attention to what’s going on around them (which might be mistaken for boredom) because they’re in the mode to go to a cult meeting. During this period of time, they may get agitated easily, especially if they have a task to perform at the meeting, such as bringing the torture or sacrifice victim, or the torture supplies.
If you’re a neighbor, or a co-worker, of someone who acts strangely every once in a while, pay attention to the phase of the moon. If they’re unable to concentrate, are irritable and their eyes are especially evasive, and that happens during the phase of the full moon – think cult.
After age forty, their eyes are dark, with dark circles around them. Some of the women get so unsightly as they grow older, it’s difficult to look at them. The black circles and sunken eyes are almost grotesque.
4. The women don’t wear make-up.
Satanists believe women are a subspecies. They’re not considered equal to a man, even by other women. They’re treated as rape victims only, unless they’re dominant in their marriage relationship, due to their standing in the cult. They’re not supposed to be attractive. If they wear make-up, it must be undetectable, because wearing make-up is grounds for torture and rape. They teach, if a woman wears makeup, she wants to be raped. They believe only actresses and prostitutes wear make-up, and their Bible dictates actresses and prostitutes are willing rape and sacrificial victims. (That’s why there were no female actresses centuries ago.) If you try to be helpful and suggest under eye cover-up, and the woman replies she is not “supposed to” or “allowed to” – think cult. Also, be aware, your suggestion is grounds to torture, rape or sacrifice you.
5. They wear very drab, dark colored or black clothes. They’re often unkempt.
This is another rule. It is designed to keep women undesirable. Men should look scary. Most people try to avoid scary-looking people. The Satanic churches’ reasoning is that we’re made in the image of God and they want to make that image far from God’s image or hideous.
Black is the color of the Devil. Red and black are colors of the Devil; but in cult teaching, red is also the color of sacrifice. Those who wear red want to be sacrificed; so black is the color of choice for Satanists. Black and orange are Witches’ colors. White is the color that signifies God, so only dark colors are allowed.
They don’t wear white. Satanists are troubled by people who wear white. That can be a handy tip.
Overweight people are often ignored, therefore, people whose religion it is to murder, torture and rape, will tend to be overweight in an effort to go unobserved or unidentifiable.
Nice clothes might draw attention to one’s self, which isn’t allowed.
6. Their hair is not done professionally.
Again, to keep the women undesirable and the men scary. If their hair is wiry, all the better, because that makes them look more like a witch.
They’re allowed to go to a beauty salon to get their hair cut, but would never ask for a cut like a celebrity or anything that would make them more attractive.
7. They may slump.
Satanism is one of many organized religions that allow no pride. Cult members hate themselves. Standing up straight, walking with good posture, is something that would stand out. They would like to be invisible.
This is obviously not just a cult thing: a lot of people are taught to hate themselves as children, so they slump, with the weight of the world on their shoulders.
Note: If your daughter slumps, she is depressed and you need to think about acting like you like her, and tell her you love her every day. Depressed people often end up in a cult.

Behavior
8. They aren’t allowed friends outside the cult. They keep to themselves, they won’t talk about themselves or share anything personal. They may not tell you where they’re from.
(This is the most insidious of Moocs’ rules. If you think you may be in a cult, try hard to associate with “regular” people, so you can tell the difference.  If the only people you know are Moocs, how will you know you’re being lied to?)   Satanic cults call themselves clubs. They will say it’s an After Hours Club, or it’s a Dirty Tricks Club, or a Circle of Friends, or, a Little Harmless Fun Club.
If someone brings you to a cult meeting you’ll be drugged, usually with Ruphinol, AKA roofies (the date rape drug), then subjected to a ceremony that looks at the soul. If you have a dark soul you’ll be encouraged to come back and after a few meetings you may be brainwashed into joining, or, if you want something evil, you may join of you’re own accord.
If you have a white soul, but they want you to join for some ulterior motive, you’ll be drugged, tortured and mind controlled each time you attend a monthly, full-moon meeting, until your soul begins to turn black. These, once good, people often change their jobs and attitudes, and begin saying things they never said or thought before in their lives. It is a dramatic change and it’s disconcerting, to say the least, if you were a friend of theirs before the indoctrination began. You may shrug your shoulders and give up on the relationship; but you should know that person is in jeopardy.
That person may say she doesn’t want to be friends anymore, because she has new friends – something she’s been looking for all her life. Her original personality may be nowhere to be found.
They’re not allowed to enter contests because they wouldn’t be allowed to go on any trips or concerts they won.
If you, and an old friend join the same cult, you won’t be allowed to see that friend, ever again, without permission, and if you get permission, you will have to call the princess to tell her what the conversation was about, and everything you did, and anyone else you met up with: and/or agree to be surveilled. This puts acquaintances of cult members in constant jeopardy, because, if anyone in the cult meets with anyone outside the cult, that person is watched, and more often than not, abducted, tortured and may even be killed.
It’s hard for me to believe that they’re capable of a project of this enormity, but, I think enough people keep strict to that rule, and don’t see any other people outside of the cult. There are enough members who want the job of surveillance, on anyone, because they enjoy it. After all, they call it a dirty tricks club, and spying on a friend in order to have him or her tortured is a pretty dirty trick, but that’s why they joined.
If you know someone who’s personality has changed drastically and no longer wants to be friends, because he has “new friends” – think cult.
9. They say and believe that everyone lies.
The Bible says righteous people don’t lie; and evil does nothing but lie. {The Roman Catholic Church believes that everyone lies. I said I didn’t, so the Priest told me he would hear my confession. He said the statement, “I don’t lie,” is a lie, and lying is a sin.} Since the cult does nothing but lie, they think and are taught that everyone lies, and if you say you don’t, they say you’re a liar, because you lied about that. They are very adamant about that point. It’s a catch twenty-two.
If you know someone who lies consistently, be careful of that person because they will lie about you, too. And if you’ve told them you don’t lie, now they know you’re a righteous person and now you’re in danger, because they can and will take advantage of you. Evil people would like to kill all the righteous people – and would – if it weren’t against the law.
People in Satanic churches lie, they lie to each other and to everyone else — to the point that they can’t keep their lies straight.
Lying about someone, giving false witness against their neighbor, gives them an excuse to torture. They’ll say, for instance, that someone is a murderer, just so they can use the accused as a human sacrifice. It doesn’t matter that they’re lying.

10. They use words like “supposed to” or “allowed” when justifying behavior.
I was talking about sex with one woman who I didn’t know was in a Satanic cult. She told me she didn’t like sex; and I responded, “That’s regrettable.”
She was very surprised and said but, “I thought we weren’t supposed to like sex.”
I asked her, “According to who?”
She said “It’s in the Bible.”
I told her it wasn’t.
She was very shocked and very upset.
The cult has its own Bible.
Of course, that conversation was before I knew the cult existed. I’ve talked to many cult members over the years, before I knew about cults or the Devil, and I was always surprised at the things people told me they weren’t “allowed to” do, or the things I wasn’t “supposed to” be doing. Like noticing things. Remembering events and conversations. Going to movies and concerts. Cult members are “supposed to” live their lives with blinders on. They spend most of their lives in a trance. They’re not “allowed to” go to movies or any entertainment except the monthly cult meeting. Some churches, like Southern Baptist Churches, have the same rule. This is so the cult meetings and church services are more attractive. If that’s your only entertainment, you’re more likely to go. You’re not “allowed to” talk to anyone outside of the cult, or to each other, except at meetings, unless you have a high ranking.
You’re not “supposed to” be noticed.
If someone tells you their not “supposed to” or “allowed to” do something – think cult.
11. They’re not animated. They have a peculiar, sick or morbid sense of humor.
These people will joke and laugh but if another cult member enters the room they’ll be reserved and they’ll check with the other person to see if it’s okay to laugh. They have to get permission to laugh! I think when they’re not being watched they’ll laugh much more readily; but cult members know they may be watched so this changes their normal behavior. If they make a joke it will always be either at someone’s expense or about something upsetting.
If you know someone who always looks over his shoulder during a conversation and sometimes will laugh at your jokes but at other times tells you, you’re not funny and gets agitated easily — think cult.
The only people allowed to be funny are the prince and princess and the elders of the cult. No one else is “allowed to” be funny. When the prince or princess hears someone say something funny they will repeat it, so everyone in the cult can laugh. It could be disastrous for them to laugh at something you said even though everyone else is laughing.
12. They do everything so as not to be noticed.
Everything must appear normal and unobtrusive – their looks, their house, their yard. The yard can be neither weedier, nor less weedy, than their neighbor’s yard. Their house should be the same color as the predominant color in the neighborhood, and should be no more rundown nor spruced up than the neighborhood houses. The children should wear clothes that other children wear, not Kmart or Salvation Army, and not Tommy Hilfiger or Sacks, if that’s not what other children wear. It would be horrible to have someone say, “Oh look at that child, he’s always so dressed up,” or “Look at that child, she wears the strangest clothes.” (My youngest daughter had her own fashion sense, from the age of three, which got her noticed and that irritated Rita no end. I, of course, didn’t know the rules since I was never in the cult.)
When Satanic church members need a new car they buy the most popular car, like for years in the 1980s, that would have been the K cars, and they buy the most popular color. In the late 90s it was a white Camry.
They don’t change jobs if they can help it. They don’t move often if they can help it. Both things would cause new people to become aware of them. If your neighbor or co-worker is in a cult, you will be subject to routine observation, drugged question and answer sessions that include torture, to make sure you’re not aware of any unusual goings on. You’ll be left with the feeling, you can trust this individual, and you like him or her, even though you can’t put your finger on why. If somebody asks you about her, you’ll find yourself saying something like, “Oh, you’re wrong about Rita, she’s okay.”
The point is, that person who blends in so nicely, could also be a murderer and a rapist.
13. They go out late at night. They may appear not to go out at all.
The Satanic church meetings are on the Saturday night closest to the full moon, unless the full moon is on a Friday, or Sunday, then it will be on the night of the full moon. Some cults aren’t that strict – they’ll have their meeting on the Saturday closest to the full moon, regardless. The tortures and sacrifices are around 3 A.M. The meetings will begin around Midnight (the witching hour) and run until just before the dawn. A time when, in their minds, only people who are up to no good, are out. If a woman is out before dawn, as in the case of the Central Park jogger who was attacked by Peter, she wants to be raped and murdered. Satanic church teaching is very steadfast about that. They feel secure with the 3A.M. torture and sacrifice time, because they say only people like themselves are out.
They’re not allowed any other entertainment than the cult. Even though many of her church members are musicians, other cult members aren’t even allowed go and see the bands play. The other reason cult members aren’t allowed to see the bands, is that the bands may get a following, and become famous, and then they would be noticed, and that would be disastrous, so band members would have to be killed. All Satanic cults don’t have the rule of not being famous. Billy Idol and Mic Jagger are in cults, and they’re quite famous. Billy’s songs are about Satanic cult rituals.
If you’re unlucky enough to be out at 3 AM, and there’s a cult meeting outdoors that you stumble upon, you’ll see lights in a circle. There may be lights in the trees around a clearing in the woods where they have the meeting. Their cars will be pulled up around the clearing with their high beams on, so there will be a circle of light on the ground that reaches upward and a circle of lights in the trees. If you stumble upon a meeting, they’ll drug and torture you because they’re positive you’re there for that purpose. Most likely they will torture you with a cattle prod and tell you they’re aliens and the prod is an anal probe and the lights you saw in a circle was a spaceship.
It’s easier for us to accept that we were abducted by aliens than by a Satanic cult! It’s our rigid disbelief in evil, and our reluctance to look for the evil in people, that allows cults to exist!
14. They may appear, on the surface, to be good parents. Their children may be less energetic or may look sickly. Their children are usually shy and scared and may not want to have their picture taken, especially for the newspaper.
Intergenerational cults thrive in Russia, Europe and in this country. Their infants have to be indoctrinated from birth. These people only have children in order to add members to the church and to torture them! They think it’s their right. The Bible says, “Honor Your Father and Mother,” so they teach that means the father and mother can do anything they want to the child. The child chosen to be the future princess is used in rape rituals frequently. All children are raped and tortured. They use electrical shock before a child can talk. After that, they use drugs and other torture. When a child misbehaves he or she is tortured. New members of the cult bring their children to be indoctrinated. I spoke with one man who was happy because he could bring his child, who was now in her early teens, to be raped and tortured into being submissive to him. He called it voodoo and laughed about it. I wouldn’t have thought him to be an evil man. The cult thinks raping and torturing children is a positive thing because it makes them submissive candidates for cult membership when they’re adults.
When a child reaches early adolescence, and still has not turned evil, he or she can’t be in the cult because of it; he or she is tortured and brainwashed into committing suicide. Satanic churches have been getting away with this for centuries. Satanic cults boast all teenage suicides are cult related.
Cult parents are taught that the most joyful sound in the world is the screams of a baby.
A cult in northeast Maryland brainwash their children from birth. These children are homeschooled. When they move into a neighborhood close to “their church,” they don’t tell the authorities they have children, because the mothers lack formal education and aren’t equipped to homeschool their children. This also gives them the opportunity to torture the children, and possibly kill them, and no one would know, because there’s no record they exist.
These children aren’t allowed to play with any other children outside the cult. They are not allowed to talk to the neighbors, and they are not allowed out of their yard. I lived next door to, and across the street from, two of the cult member’s families and I only saw the children of my next-door neighbor maybe once or twice a year. I never saw the daughter of the other family at all and I lived there for four years. Those children never went out except to go to midnight cult meetings once a month. They never had human interactions, they never played. They were taught the only fun was the cult meeting. They referred to the cult as “the church” and the higher-ups as “priests” so if the children talked about the cult, they called it “their church” and no one was the wiser.
15. They won’t get close.
They may be rude and aloof if you try to talk to them. They’ll be pleasant and cordial but not chummy. Just for clarification here, they don’t like you, especially if you are a good person. And they really don’t want to get to know you. They won’t look you in the eye. They go out very late at night once a month around the full moon. Their children may not be allowed to hang around with the neighborhood children.
16. They claim to hate sex. They like rape.
Both men and women are supposed to have no sexual appetite because that goes against what God gave us. God gave us sex to know what it feels like to be in Heaven. The women in the cult will tell you that all women want to be raped. When I asked them individually if they wanted to be raped they hesitated. I know they have been brainwashed into thinking they do, but when asked directly, they can’t answer yes. The women watch the rapes of other women, boys, girls and infants during cult rituals. The women are expected to clean up the victims with soapy water and styptic powder. I can’t, in my wildest dreams, understand how mind control works to that extent.
Raping children turns them off to sex. That’s the reason Satanists and Catholics rape their children – to keep them celibate as adults.
If you know someone, male or female, who says they are not “allowed to” have sex or that people are not “supposed to” like sex — think cult!
17. They don’t decorate for religious holidays and usually don’t attend a Church, Mosque or Synagogue.
Even though Satanic cult members hate Jews, they often say they’re Jewish at Christmastime so they’re not asked why they don’t have Christmas decorations. But you’ll never see them attend synagogue on Saturday nights like your other Jewish friends.
If they do decorate, it’ll be on the Windows. If they have a tree, it will be in the window so people can see it. A high priest of the cult next-door to me in northeast Maryland put a candle in each window at Christmas-time. It looked lovely and no one would suspect they’re not going to celebrate Christmas.
They can, and do, go to church as a front. Don’t buy that Damien stuff that they get violent or ill if they go to church. Church is a perfect hiding place. Peter and my family went to church almost every Sunday for fifteen years until Peter killed our Minister when Rita told him he shouldn’t be going to church.
18. Their family, friends and acquaintances die frequently of apparent heart attacks.
I wish I had known this fifty years ago.
If you’re saying to yourself, “Those people are always going to a funeral,” then those people should be suspected of being in a cult. Cult members are killed for various reasons including accidents during torture, but mostly because they didn’t carry out a task properly. Often times acquaintances of the cult have to be killed because they become suspicious or say something a cult higher-up doesn’t like. The cult member or members who knew that person will go to the funeral, or to the wake, so as not to be suspected. The cult often makes one friend kill another. That task is frequently not accomplished and then the cult member himself has to die.
The Satanic coroner deems the death was probable heart attack. The cult will often, immediately after the death, drug and torture the family members and tell them the loved one died happy and safe, and to cremate the body and not to question the death. Even if the body is checked, NSA torture drugs aren’t in a drug screening. Why not? Many, many coroners are in a Satanic church. Also, Doctors have to become more aware of cults and they have to start to take them seriously, especially since the military doles out those drugs like they were candy! John Alexander in the cult in north-western New Jersey orders that torture drug by the boatload and no one ever questions why he needs so much. That’s our tax dollars at work.
Many members of my family, many of my friends, and many dozens of celebrities were killed using those drugs. I can only assume hundreds more have been killed and permanently injured by NSA torture drugs.
19. They adopt a child who is considered unadoptable as a torture or rape prisoner.
Cult members working in the child welfare and Adoption fields will adopt out children to cult members who are otherwise hard to place. The children become rape and torture prisoners. These children are reviled by the cult.
If a cult member gives birth to a physically deformed child, that child makes a perfect sacrifice. Rita said, the medical community, the coroner, and law enforcement never question when an afflicted child dies. They should. Satan doesn’t “allow” his disciples to have imperfect children, but, of course, they do because they drug themselves incessantly. Cult members who have a child with special needs is required to kill him or her.
20. They adopt pets and children for “sacrifices.”
Cults will always have a volunteer at a pound or shelter so when an animal needs rescuing, and is in its last hours, then another cult member will “rescue” it. This makes the cult member look like a “good” guy.
The best way to have a housewarming party is to have a sacrifice. If a human sacrifice isn’t available, many cult members use the family dog. Ideally their child will do the sacrificing.
If you have a new neighbor who moves in with an animal, and has a party, and then has no animal – think cult!
If you have a new neighbor and suddenly you have no pet – think cult!
If you have a neighbor who is continuously losing pets or doesn’t know what happened to his pet – think cult.
If you ask someone where his dog is, and he doesn’t remember even having a dog, you’re not crazy, that is cult activity.

Each one of these things alone is not necessarily cult behavior; but several of these traits together creates a picture of someone you want to be careful around and suspicious of, and anyway, why on earth would you want to be friends with someone like that? Avoid these people. Please make sure you let others you trust know about your suspicions.
Now that you know the traits, it’s imperative that you remember them, look for them, and be a watchdog for good.
You know the signs that have been around since 9/11, “See Something, Say Something,” or, “Report Suspicious Behavior.” Do just that! You’ll be saving lives!

About Grace Gardener

Here’s my dilemma. I’m being abused by the NSA. My rights as a US citizen are nonexistent. My right to privacy is long gone. They have put a homing device and a microphone in my stomach, supposedly attached to my spine so there will be bone conduction. I have an X-ray picture of it. I was told if I take it out I will be killed. I doubt it, but still, it’s not a good feeling. If I go to the ACLU to complain, my phone call will be intercepted and my meeting will be recorded. If I confide in a friend about what’s happening to me, she’ll be killed. The NSA has brainwashed my daughters into not trusting me. They’ve been working on torturing them every week for the past 15 years. When I left in my RV they loved and trusted me, but now that I haven’t seen them in so long that now they’re afraid of me. When I was there, living with or near them, even though they were being tortured to hate me (that’s true), once they saw me again they were fine. But I can’t even call them. I know most of my calls are diverted, and I know when they try to answer, that’s diverted, too. But I don’t try hard and I can’t talk to them about anything meaningful because I know they’ll be tortured for many hours. And then they’ll be tortured, drugged and electrocuted to forget and when I talk to them again they’ll say, “It never happened.” NSA Agents are doing the same thing to George Lucas. I was told no one really wants to hurt George, but they “have to.” But they think he’s a nice guy so they feel badly about it. Well that’s something, I guess. But the Government and other cults should not have round-the-clock accessibility to agents who are trained killers and have had their free will taken away through torture and electroshock. The best agents have had their personality split, so one personality takes over to carry out “orders” while the original personality watches helplessly. There’s a better way to run the military, and I was about to get through to put forth my ideas when the order came through to kill the three Generals who wanted to listen to me: and to kill six special agents who had been listening to me. I listen to these guys and I wonder if they have any feelings at all? I know they do even though they’re not “allowed to.” They’re not “allowed to” complain, either, under fear of death. If they try to retire, they’re not de-programmed, they are killed! I watched the Clint Eastwood movie American Sniper about Chris Kyle and I’m sure I commented on it a lot, but my readership has grown significantly and I know I’m monitored and it’s the guys doing the monitoring, who I’m trying to help. Even tough guys need a little help sometimes. I wonder if the death of Cris Kyle, played by Bradley Cooper, was planned the way it was to get me to say something about it. Everyone in the NSA knows what happened. Chris was killed because he got out. Tragically, Chris seemed to be capable of healing himself with the help of his family and still he was murdered. The man who murdered him was under orders. True! I have many, many confirmations on that statement. The judge sentenced Eddie Ray Routh, Chris’s murderer, to life in prison without parole. The movie writeup says - “U.S. Navy SEAL Chris Kyle (Bradley Cooper) takes his sole mission -- protect his comrades -- to heart and becomes one of the most lethal snipers in American history. His pinpoint accuracy not only saves countless lives.” Back to my dilemma, I can’t get in touch with anyone for fear they will be tortured or killed. You think, “I thought the US didn’t torture?” Well we do. My daughters and I are born and raised here. We are good people, we’re exceptionally good people and the NSA has a HUGE problem with that. The people who give the orders want war and we want peace, and they’re making us the bad guys? The only emails that get through to me are business and junk. Supposedly I get comments on my website that don’t come through, and I have to wonder if our military goes around killing anyone who tries to contact me? My phone rings all the time but not here. This was true when I was in NJ, too. Nobody got through to me. The call is sent elsewhere and other people pick it up pretending to be me and the women pretending to be me are nasty bitches. If I call someone and straighten something out, I find out later that the conversation never happened, I was really talking to someone in the NSA, and I have to get back to square one. Most times things are so impossible, I give up. I escaped my ex-husbands satanic cult only to find myself embroiled in the government’s cult. A much thicker, stickier web. They have kept my money from me so I can’t even get an apartment. That’s stealing, but they’re the military so nothing is illegal, not murder or theft. I feel if I call someone for help he or she will be killed or badly hurt. Just being my friend or talking to me can get you sick with cancer or dead. I think people who I have helped, or who have asked to help me, need to go to the press to tell them what a pickle I’m in . There are many people who have offered to help me over the years. Many have been killed. I don’t understand how a kid in a uniform can break into Steve Jobs’ house and inject his brain with liquid smoke, or some other carcinogen: and if he questions those orders his buddy will be told to kill him. They have to kill each other all the time. It’s so f_ked up I can’t stand it. Neither can the Agents. They don’t realize that “under orders” is meaningless. If they’re caught they’ll be tried for murder. Steve Jobs was a great man. No one, no politician, and no officer, has the right to murder any citizen, especially one who makes this country proud. If you know someone in the NSA it’s your responsibility to let your congressman know what this country is doing to him. They’re being treated barbarically. If you know my daughters please call them to lend an ear, because their memories are being erased in an attempt to make them cold and heartless and they’re suffering. Their memories are being erased and replaced with more horrible lies, and their ability to reason is gone. They used to be the smartest women on the planet. If you know George Lucas do the same. The man we were both speaking with, who George considers a friend, ordered some horrific things done to George. They are trying to change his personality so he won’t like me, or so I won’t like him, like that could ever happen, but in the meantime his health and his mind will be suffering. Listening to him will be helpful. He also has a homing device and a microphone planted in him. His whole house is wired because he knows me. If you’re a parent whose kid wants to join special forces let him know what he’ll be joining. I had someone with me get killed because he couldn’t kill his friend. I’m serious. Watch the Manchurian Candidate, especially the part where people are being murdered, but the men see themselves at a flower show. That’s what it’s like. A Clock Work Orange shows how it’s done. And Mel Gibson’s Conspiracy Theory shows the aftermath. NSA guys read my books and my blog because I may be the only friend you’ve got. I’d love to be able to take suggestions. I know I have to get all lawyered up, I’d like to sue the government for defamation of character and theft. That’s something I used to be able to do, but I’m powerless now. What you can do. God changed my name to Grace. I changed it legally in 2007. My slave name was Lynn. I was born Lynn Pezzutti, then I married Jay McDermott and I became Lynn McDermott, then I married Peter Mickelsen (now deceased) and became Lynn Mickelsen. Most of my friends in the entertainment industry think I’m Lynn Mickelsen. So now I’m Grace Gardener, and while I’m not a slave, I’m a prisoner of the state. If you’re a lawyer, see if you can get something going. I was thinking Amal Clooney could be very helpful. If you know someone in the ACLU ask them to read this blog. If you’re in my family, Doherty, Murray, Sullivan or Kelly and remember me from my Anti-War days and establishing Earth Day maybe there’s something you want to do. Let the NY Times know I’d like this published as a letter to the Editor. Publish first, contact later. Send a copy or link to your News. Good Luck, God Bless you. Rise Up! Think Peace. THE NSA AND THE MOOCS WON'T LET ANYONE GET THROUGH TO ME. THEY MAY EVEN HURT YOU IF YOU TRY. See the pages in the tabs of this blog, Grace Gardener, and, A Little About Lynn Mickelsen. If you know me and I don't get back to you, then the email was intercepted. Never talk to anyone claiming to be me without asking questions to be sure. All site posts beginning 4/1/16 will be on Grace-Gardener.org. I’m not doing this for attention. I have 107 broken bones, zero disks in my back, and I’m exhausted. I need to get through to the people who knew me for credibility: but the NSA blocks my every move. I have to have the same acknowledgement and respect for my judgement I had while I was a ghost director in Hollywood and when I was CEO of the Rand Corp. Rand has been able to keep my work anonymous and credited to other people so they can collect my pay and residuals. They figured as long as they’re erasing my memory, and taking credit for my inventions, music, acting and directing; they may as well keep the money I earned. Also, the money would be proof that I did the work, so they’ve kept me poor all of my life. The reason the conspirators made plans in front of me was because they were assured I would “Never Remember” them, their visit and the things they planned. They talked in a kind of code that I have since figured out. I would have turned them in after the meeting had I been allowed to remember. I have to operate the way I do to keep away from my captors. GRR taught me most of the tactics I use. (Now he won’t help because his memory of me is implanted.) I know it angers some corrupt NSA Officers, but it’s a fact that I was a prisoner and slave at the Rand Corporation, and the NSA helped and still helps to keep me that way. I have to make evasive maneuvers to keep me, my daughters, this country and the world safe. Meanwhile I have no where to turn. I still feel like a candle in the wind. https://youtu.be/uw6CIxD1pHo My name was Lynn Mickelsen while I was a prisoner in a blue house and slave of a “club” based in northern New Jersey. If you know me PLEASE DON'T TRY TO CONTACT ME THROUGH THE RAND CORPORATION OR ANY OF MY FORMER EMPLOYERS OR ANY CONTACT FROM MORE THAN 9 YEARS AGO. People who tried doing this are being killed. Some people know the cult know it with a name similar to The Builder Berg Society or the Skull and Dagger Society. There's a HUGE bounty on my head that the cult I escaped from has no intention of paying. The plan is to have me killed and then to kill the person trying to collect the bounty. I thought up the plan and the amount because I thought it was going to be the plot in a movie. I told the people who wanted the plan, "This is one movie no one will want to see." In short, anyone who kills me will be killed within 24 hours and will never see a dime. Now I'm RVing but I’m still a prisoner in that I can't get in touch with anyone, and no one can get in touch with me, except in person. I found out about the other life I’d been living during a grueling five-hour conversation I detail in my Book, ‘the Conversation’ The reason I knew nothing about my own life was because I suffered selective amnesia - induced by the cult that owned me - with drugs, torture and electricity. 'The Conversation' is available in paperback at Blurb.com. The ebook is free. I worked nights and weekends naming products, bands and internet services, or anything else the "club" wanted me to do. I would wake up in the morning and remember nothing about the work and meetings, and I never received ANY money. I could only remember my 9 - 5 job at a bank. I’ve written the eBook, ‘Garden of the Light,’ as a lighter, inspirational compliment to the eBooks – ‘the Conversation,’ and, 'the Truth about Lynn Mickelsen’ which are intended to shed new, totally different light on the current world situation and change the world for the better. Apocalypse is a Greek word meaning, ‘the Revealing of Ancient Knowledge.’ I consider the book, ‘the Conversation,’ as Apocalypse because it reveals the ancient knowledge. We'll have World Peace once we abolish child abuse. My view of Apocalypse has no battle, no war, no army. I believe the knowledge in ‘the Conversation’ is enough to save the world. The blog grace-gardener.org lists just some of the accomplishments I achieved as a slave, to let everyone I've helped over the past sixty years, who I am. I will finally claim my life! https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/380321 If you’re a George Lucas fan you may remember some of these strange stories that involve him. I met George on the set of American Graffiti; we got engaged when the movie wrapped. I was taken away and George was told I was dead. Five years later I was hired to figure out how to make Luke Skywalker’s farm vehicle fly. The people who handled me (owned me) forgot that I had worked for this director once before on American Graffiti and they told him I was dead. I arrived and solved Lucas’s problem for him and he tearfully remembered me and told me what had happened five years before. I stayed on the set of Star Wars long enough to name the Star Wars characters and solve another animatronics problem with Chewy’s costume. I was told it was time to leave and started to follow my jailers the way I had been programmed to, when George asked, “When will I see you again?” I began to say, “Oh, you’ll see me again,” but I realized I wasn’t certain of that because once before, when we got engaged, I never saw him again. So I turned around and started walking back toward Lucas and I asked, “How about now? Can I stay with you now? Because I don’t know when I’ll be able to see you again.” George thought a second and agreed that I should stay. As I was walking back to him I saw his expression change and looked over my shoulder to see the man I had been following holding a gun on me. I kept walking because now I was sure that the story Lucas had told me about what happened five years ago, was going to happen again and I couldn’t allow that. Someone had obviously been playing with my life, and I couldn’t have that, so I kept walking toward Lucas and away from the man with the gun. Lucas’s expression changed again, this time his face was filled with fear and horror. I turned around and now there were three men holding guns on George Lucas. There was only about 20 feet of desert between us but I had to go with them in order to save Lucas’s life. So, if you’re a fan of George Lucas you may remember someone being stolen off the Star Wars set at gunpoint. That was me. Years later I was abducted and stolen from the Academy Awards. You may remember that incident - that was me. Years later I was abducted and stolen from the Elton John’s post Oscar Party that benefits his AIDs foundation. You may remember that incident - that was me. Years later Harrison Ford and George Lucas devised a plan to steal me off of the set of The Fugitive. This time I was shot with a coma drug. They used a hypodermic needle that went through my coat and slacks and into my thigh. Two bogus ambulance men came in a stolen ambulance and took me away. The only other time I saw George face to face was during the making of Howard the Duck. George Lucas and Steven Spielberg made that ridiculous movie to try to rescue me again, in case you were wondering why they made that movie. I was supposed to see Lucas again on a set of Indiana Jones but this time it was George who was drugged and abducted. This makes 8 times George Lucas tried to rescue me. I’ve spoken with Lucas on the phone only a few times over the past 40 years, and those phone calls and the conversations we had while shooting American Graffiti, are what makes up Yoda’s philosophies and Star Wars 7 – the Force Awakens. The reason the people who owned me don’t allow George and I to get together is because they don’t want World Peace. War makes them rich. The greed of a handful of people keep the word in the turmoil it’s in. The people in the entertainment industry know me as the woman with no memory and no name. If you want to know more about me, check out my blog www.grace-gardener.org; or read my free ebooks the Truth about Lynn Mickelsen, and, the Conversation. I‘m still trying to walk those 20 feet.
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