I used to be able to dance and sing and play the guitar. When I was in my early twenties my fingertips were cut off, my vocal cords were burned and my stomach was hit repeatedly with a sack of potatoes until my guts split and several vertebrae in my mid- and lower-back were cracked. I was told I couldn’t sing, dance or play the guitar. I was told my hand coordination was never good enough to play the guitar and I never had a good voice.
Now that my memory is returning I remember playing guitar, singing and dancing. I was good. I remember Deeta telling various bands about all the bands I had played with, Fleetwood Mac, Pink Floyd, the Beatles, and that I had an eight octave range. Of course, when the memory of naming the band and any emotional connection we may have made was erased, my memory of anything Deeta may have said about me was erased, too. What I’m saying is, I really believed I couldn’t sing, play guitar or dance. Up until the memories of things I used to do surfaced, I didn’t think I could do those things – so I couldn’t do them. That’s the power of the mind. Once I reversed that thinking, I started to be able to hit notes I couldn’t hit just months before. I picked up the guitar and I feel quite certain I’ll be able to play it, I just have to relearn it. I feel like it must be like getting over a stroke. Our mind holds all the power!
You know the saying, “You can do anything if you just put your mind to it.” I think it’s right.
A couple of months ago, I realized from all the things I’ve done, that I must be able to read. I had been brainwashed into thinking I had dyslexia and I couldn’t spell. So it was difficult to read and I couldn’t spell. I’ve decided I can read and spell and, guess what, I can! Wholly Mackerel! Now when I try to remember how to spell a word, I can remember! It’s nothing short of amazing! That’s the power of the mind, turn a ‘can’t’ into a ‘can’ and you can! Pretty cool, huh?
In 2003 I was told Satanists have the same goal for the DNA project and the mind mapping project.
Sounds very crazy but this is true. Lloyd once asked me how someone would get identical twins. I explained to him that a fertilized egg splits in half at the time of conception and then there are two identical fertilized eggs and they each grow into a baby. “Yeah, but, how would you do that?”
“How would I do that? I can’t do that, you’d have to take that one up with God.” I began to walk away.
“There must be some way people can do that?” He asked again. I thought briefly and I realized if science were more advanced that perhaps they could do that. I’d read Brave New World and that was based in science, in fact in the 2003 conversation that I reference in Babble On I was told I wrote that, but I don’t remember writing it, I may have dreamed it up, but I’m pretty sure somebody else wrote it.
I couldn’t see the harm in explaining it to him, and was frankly rather surprised that he would even ask such a thought provoking question. I said if someone were to map the human gene, and then compare the results to those of identical twins, he or she could find out what, exactly, it is in their genes that’s different from single births, and then they could try to duplicate that. I told Lloyd I doubted they would be able to, but I suggested that would be one way to produce identical twins. And so began the government funding of the Human Genome Project.
Brave New World made identical humans by the thousand, so the society would have drones that could do the menial jobs and need very little in return. I haven’t read it for a long time, but I’m pretty sure that’s what they did. (That’s why I named the unmanned spyplanes, Drones.)
At any rate, in my conversation in 2003 ( Babble On ) I was told the reason the Satanic church wanted to map the human genome was so they could produce identical twins and make one twin evil and keep that twin locked away so no one knew he or she existed. Then, from time to time, they would take the good twin and lock that twin away and release the evil twin, so no one would suspect that he or she would do anything as horrible as murder or rape or whatever they wanted the evil twin to do. It’s hard to follow because there’s little logic involved in this type of thinking. But Deeta and the Satanic church knew that torture and brainwashing didn’t necessarily turn people evil. They knew this because my daughters and I never did “turn evil.”
At any rate, the Satanic church knows, because of people like us, that not everyone can be turned evil just by having horrible things happen to them. The other drawback to using torture to turn someone evil is that broken bones and cracked skulls change their appearance, so that two people would no longer look that much alike. Satanists wanted to find out where exactly in the brain that transformation happens. They want to study evil people and compare those brains to good people so they can make the transformation. Then they truly would own one evil twin and one good twin. I was told all of this back in 2003.
I’m sure they won’t be able to find a link in the brain to switch someone from good to evil. I’m sure it’s our minds, not our brains. It’s just a thought process that becomes narcissistic to the point of being sociopathic. Once that happens, a person can be brainwashed into committing murder. The Joker in the Movie theater is a Satanic project that started at conception and was told to me in 2003. The movie was in the works in 2003, and both the movie and the murderer were set to be released in 2012. I was also told many of these mass murderers were fathered by my ex-husband.