The History and Future of the Catholic Church

The following is a very different, gory history of the Catholic Church.

The significance of the color red and black in the catholic church were explained to me during a 5 hour conversation I had with Deeta, the Princess of the Satanic church that held me as a slave and prisoner my whole life.  The following is an excerpt from my ebook, Babble On, that details that conversation.  The thoughts in italics are thoughts I have had since the conversation.  I didn’t believe Deeta during the conversation – I have since reconsidered.  It is upsetting to think about but I suggest you read it because it explains what’s been happening.  I think the Pope quit because the Roman Catholic plan for the world included a Satanist in the White House in 2013, and that didn’t happen.

Be warned the following excerpt can be disgusting and disturbing.

From Babble On

Deeta told me most of the Scriptures and Gospels and writings of the church that contained information about the Devil were stricken from the Bible and kept locked away in the Vatican basement.  This information would have helped people recognize the Black and guard against evil.

“The biggest lie is the story of Adam and Eve!  That’s our story!  You believe it – everyone believes it.  You’re so stupid!  It’s the world’s biggest lie.”

(Note:  Deeta was talking about Original Sin.  The dreadful thought that our Creator would punish all of His creations for a lapse in judgment is the biggest lie.  The idea of Substitutionary Remission of Sin is a lie heaped on the first.  The idea that Christ was sent, not as the Word of God, but as a sacrifice paying for our sins became the base of all of Christianity.)

She went on to say that the Roman Catholic Church has its roots in Satanism.  All Christian religions are an offshoot of the Roman Catholic Church.  All Christian religions are missing basic truths about good and evil that people need in order to live more happily on earth.  These basic truths are also necessary to choose Heaven or Hell.

I said I thought ancient Rome was a Pagan society.  Deeta told me to think about it; and explained that the Coliseum was the Satanic Church where torture and sacrifices were held, and since all of Rome was obliged to worship Satan, the Coliseum had to be huge in order to hold the throngs of people attending the services.

(Note: Over the years I did think about it and realized that it made sense.  I had seen the PBS program, I Claudius, which told about the various idiosyncrasies of the Roman emperors.  Some even declared themselves to be gods.  One married his sister and then ate the fetus she was carrying.  Deeta told me eating fetuses was a common Satanic ritual.)

When Rome decided to make the switch from Paganism/Satanism to Catholicism the Satanic Priests already in place began calling themselves Catholic Priests.  Many of the most evil, vile Satanic Priests were canonized as Saints.  This was done to draw prayers away from God.  Deeta found it amusing that people, thinking themselves to be Christian, were praying to some of the most heinous criminals of the Satanic church. 

The coliseum was expected to continue to be filled with sacrifice and torture victims just as it had been before Catholicism became the law of the land.  Those who refused to convert provided ready victims in the first few years.  Deeta said the Romans found Catholicism to be an even better organized religion to keep its empire’s population in line because the carrot they now offered was Heaven!  The Romans said they had the key to Heaven and a person could only get there through them.  (Note:  This is still true.)

One of the early mistruths of the Roman Catholic Church is the need for confession.  There is nothing in the Bible that says a man should confess his sins to another man; and there is no reason why he should do so.  Confession to a man rather than God is an idea born directly out of Satanism.  Satanists normally would use potions and hypnotism to get a person to tell his darkest secrets.  The concept of sin is something Satanists concocted, but both sides (God’s followers and Satan’s followers) use sin to keep their parishioners in line.

By making Roman Catholic/Satanic Priests confessors, the church got to hear a person’s fears and failings without trickery or witchcraft – potions, drugs incantations, and the like.  Deeta said confession was a tool of Satan to hear the many transgressions that plague a person’s heart, mind and soul and it provided the Catholic/Satanic Priests with some reason to torture or sacrifice that person.  Also, using a person’s deepest fear is an easy road to mind control or brainwashing.

Deeta also maintained throughout our entire conversation that the Bible was re-written by Satanists.

Note:  If any of the Bible is to be believed then it should be noted that nowhere in the Bible does it state that ANYONE can forgive sins.  Christ is questioned incessantly whenever He does it in the name of God.  He does not give his apostles and disciples the right or ability to forgive sins.  Christ says only the Father can do that, and as God’s son He also has that right.  The Catholics have their own Bible.)


Satanists have a list of reasons for sacrifice and were delighted to get this information freely.  According to satanic law if you confess to being homosexual, or a prostitute or an adulterer that was reason enough to be killed.  You were put on the Roman Catholic Church’s short list of potential torture and sacrificial victims.

 The coliseum was still filled with sacrifice and torture victims to satisfy Satan’s lust for blood.  Some of the churchgoers questioned why God wanted the same torture and sacrifice as Satan.  Of course it wasn’t God who wanted sacrifice but that’s not what churchgoers were told.

And that, Deeta said, was how the idea of communion came about.  Early on someone was actually sacrificed and churchgoers were told Christ asked they do that in remembrance of Him.  It wasn’t until much later that Christian ethic overrode the sham of the Catholic Church Rome had created and communion became wine and bread or communion wafers.

Deeta said that the Roman Catholic High Mass is, to this day, the same as Satanic sacrificial rituals, complete with incense and chanting.  Incense at high mass was to cover the stench of dead or burnt bodies after the sacrifice.

As Deeta told me these things I was summarily dismissing them.  The idea that the Roman Catholic Church was also satanic was ludicrous.  I had been brought up Catholic and I had gone to catechism classes and Catholic schools.  They gave other reasons for all of these practices.  At this stage in my life I didn’t particularly care for the Catholic Church and I felt that many of their teachings were oppressive and that they seem to want to turn out atheists as much as they do believers.  Even at this point of the conversation I still had a hard time believing that my ex-husband was a prince in a satanic cult.  I knew he was no good and memories were surfacing that made me believe he was a murderer and rapist but it was hard to believe that he was a member of anything.  Her allegations meant that my entire life was an illusion.

“This is crazy,” I kept saying to her.

“That’s exactly what we want you to think.  That’s what we want everyone to think.  If you start talking about this, everyone will think you’re crazy so you can’t tell anyone.  You’ll want to — it’s only natural because you’re human, I think you’re still human, I don’t know what to call someone who has been raised from the dead as many times as you have — but you’ll want to.  And when you tell people they’ll lock you up and then we’ll find you.  But you’ll be dead in a few days anyway so you won’t be able to tell anyone,” Deeta asserted.  “I really don’t know why I’m telling you all this — it’s something hardly anybody knows.  It’s all written down in the archives of the Vatican so they know their roots.  But even among satanic cults no one knows this stuff.  I think it’s interesting stuff — we control the most powerful church on earth and fool people into believing what we want.  Each one of our churches has a priest in the Catholic Church, too.  They hear confessions and we can pick and choose sacrificial victims or torture victims based on the reports they give us.  Some of our people work their way up the hierarchy of the Catholic Church.  We have Bishops and what’s the other one called?”  She waited for my reply.

“Cardinals?”  I offered.

“Not Cardinals — that’s a bird,” she chuckled, “and a team.  Eminence!  That’s it.  That’s what Lloyd wants to be called now that he’s not the prince anymore.  We call him Eminence.”  Deeta seemed to think this was a wonderful thing: I found it a horrifying thought.

Even though I knew eminence was a title rather than a position I agreed.  Deeta went on to tell me that one day, and she felt it would be one day soon, they would have a Pope.  I asked her if she meant a Pope in one of her churches and she said she meant the Catholic Church.  She explained that one of their people had to be in power in the Catholic Church by 2012.

            Deeta told me Satanic “rituals” are still used to this day to turn young boys and girls into priests and nuns.  The rituals include rape, sexual abuse, mind control along with the destruction of the child’s ego and self worth.  Deeta said that very detailed instructions of how this is done are among the secret Vatican papers.  She told me Lloyd had mastered the ritual and used it routinely on his daughter Allison.

            I insisted nowadays the Catholic Church does do some things that would be considered Christian.  Deeta said Roman Catholic Christianity evolved over a period of centuries.  She said even though Satanists rewrote the Bible taking out references to Satan and changing the words of Christ, people still were able to get a message from the Parables.  The Parables, she said, were left in place as the only word of Christ because the people doing the rewriting felt they were so obscure that no one would be able to gain any information from them.  Satanists felt since they had to leave something about Christ in the written Bible that the parables would be it.  And lo and behold many people were able to derive good from the little that was left.  And now the Roman Catholic Church is a mixture of Satanism and Christianity.

During the evolution of the Roman Catholic Church the church used confession as a means to make money, saying sins will only be forgiven when certain amounts of money were “contributed” to the church.  And payment was expected for many other church related services.

This is one of the practices Martin Luther objected to in the papers he wrote in the fifteenth century.  Satanists of the church “had to” discredit him because they saw those papers as a threat to the Roman Catholic Church, so through torture, drugs and mind control they got Martin Luther to write anti-Semitic papers.  Martin Luther was never allowed to leave the Roman Catholic Church.

Deeta became almost gleeful when she told me that those anti-Semitic papers were used five-hundred years later by Hitler, who was also a member of a Satanic church, as justification for the genocide of the Jews.  Deeta told me it was her church that was responsible.

Deeta said she knew these things because her church was intergenerational and she was born and bred to be their princess so those teachings that had been passed down through the centuries were taught to her all her life.  Deeta was therefore privy to all of her church’s closely guarded teachings.  She was proud to be the bearer of the ancient knowledge that very few of Satan’s followers were given.


The reason, Deeta stated, that the Roman Catholic Church calls Christ’s crucifixion a sacrifice is because it was.  Satanists claim responsibility for that sacrifice.  The staff of Orinen or the Spear of Longinus, which Deeta and Lloyd’s church claim to own, is the sword or lance that pierced the side of Christ when blood and water poured out after His death.  Deeta said the lance and the Christ’s robe are as sought after relics to Satanists as the Holy Grail, the challis that Christ drank from at the Last Supper, and the Arc of the Covenant, the box that contains the Ten Commandments, are to Christians.  That sword put into Christ’s side wasn’t to check to see if He was dead, it was much too early for that, it was done just to hurt Him.

She went on to say Jesus didn’t die on a cross but on a satanic alter.  The Satanists cut out his heart and ate it.  Deeta said they cut out His liver and other organs so that He wouldn’t be able to rise from the dead and because there were so many in attendance who wanted to partake.  According to their legends Christ had been killed several times in an attempt to keep His message from getting out.  Christ’s message was simple – too simple, she said, and He had to be stopped.

Christ’s message was, “There is a God and He lives in Heaven.  Heaven is beautiful beyond words and we are all welcome there when we die.”  The people who heard His message were also witness to the many, many miracles so they knew, beyond a shadow of a doubt, Jesus was God’s son.  Deeta said Christ raised lots of people from the dead, “not just Lazarus, but hundreds.”  He cured everyone who was sick and told them to be wary of potions and spells the witch doctors use to control them.  He warned them about Satan and told them they had a choice and Heaven was a good choice and said that God wanted nothing in return.  Christ said He came from Heaven and was going back there when His work was done.

“We couldn’t have a message like that spread!  He had to be stopped!  We were losing control!  Without control of the people here on earth our religion is meaningless,” Deeta explained.

My mind reeled.  Deeta knew more about Christ than most Christians.  She knew Christ was God.  It didn’t sound like it was her belief; rather it was part of the ancient legends.  Deeta was certain of Christ’s divinity and yet, she wanted to go to Hell.  I was dumbfounded.

Deeta went on to say Satanic churches were losing members by the hundreds in every town Christ visited.  People who heard the message no longer had to live in fear.  They knew they didn’t have to be subjected to torture or human sacrifice.  It was a wonderful relief.

Satanic churches in town after town were being shut down due to lack of members.  Leaders of Satanic churches in town after town killed Christ trying to stop Him.  Deeta said Jesus raised Himself from the dead time after time after time.  Killing Him was not a means to stop Him but rather made Him more powerful and His message more believable.

Christ was single-handedly changing the world.  He was, indeed, the Prince of Peace.  People were happier.  There was less murder and less disease.  He had become seemingly unstoppable.

As a last resort satanic churches began communicating with each other.  The decision was made that they would have to work together in order to stop Him!

Deeta explained satanic churches seldom work together just as the various Christian churches seldom work together.  They share the same religious calendar — they all celebrate the same holidays.  The first full moon after the spring solstice is a time of great sacrifice.  They knew Jesus was going to Jerusalem for Passover and decided that would be a perfect time to have their sacrifice.

(Note: the Passover that the Jews celebrate is a time when Jewish children were saved from “The Angel of Death.”  In actuality, Deeta said that was a satanic sacrifice.  The Jewish children were supposed to die along with all of the Egyptian children of the land but the Jews found out and put lamb’s blood over their door as though their children had been sacrificed.  “The Angel of Death” was really a team of Satanists out on a killing spree.)

For one of the few times in history satanic churches cooperated.  Working together the leaders of the various satanic churches began a whispering campaign against Christ.

“You know that saying ‘one rotten apple spoils the barrel,’ that’s us!”  Deeta said almost gleefully, “that’s us — that’s what we do!”

Deeta said Christ traveled with many, many apostles.  She said the number twelve was chosen for the Bible because twelve plus one equals thirteen.

(Note: I didn’t know this then but there are thirteen in a coven.)

The leaders of the satanic churches were successful in separating Christ from His disciples and leading Him off as a sacrifice.

They felt sure that Satan would gladly share this sacrifice among all of their churches since Christ was such an important figure.

They wanted to disfigure the body of Christ so He would not want to raise Himself from the dead this time.  Deeta wasn’t sure if there was, in fact, a body to rise from the dead when they were done with Him.  Some of the satanic stories told there was very little of Christ’s body remaining.  Deeta said after Satanic sacrifices the victim’s heart and liver is often removed and eaten.  It’s supposed to take the sacrificed person’s strength and give it to the one who has eaten it.  In Jesus’ case they felt He was God’s son and therefore the most significant person who ever lived: to steal His power was one of the main reasons for the sacrifice to the Devil.

These were nauseating thoughts.  What kind of ghoulish people were these?

Deeta said the Apostle Paul was one of the worst Satanists.  She said Paul helped with the sacrifice of Christ and was one of those who ate Him.  Since Paul was a party to Christ’s death and consumption he became a staunch believer and turned against his satanic roots in order to spread the word of Christ.

Deeta said, “Forget about those stories of Paul being blinded by God.  He didn’t have to.  And besides, that wouldn’t have been enough to get a Devil like that to turn into a believer.”


(Note:  Satanists who killed Christ wanted to steal God’s power.  They long for God’s power but won’t ask for personal power through prayer.

Much ado is made about the Sacred Heart of Christ.  Much is said of His blood; there are even songs that glorify being washed in His blood.  The glorification of the sacrifice is a cornerstone of many of the Christian religions.

Christ had to die to rise again.  He died to fulfill a prophecy.  He died to prove, once and for all, that Christ was God’s son and we should listen to His message.  The message was simple.  He brought the good news of Heaven to us.  He said over and over that Heaven exists, it is a most beautiful, glorious place; God lives there, God created us, the Universe, Earth and Heaven.  God has infinite mercy and love and He wants to share Heaven with us.  He wants us to enjoy Heaven.  He wants to share Heaven with as many souls who wish to live there.

Christ was anti-organized religion.

There is no prerequisite to getting into Heaven than to love your neighbor as yourself and simply want to go.  That’s it!  That was and still is His message.  Christ feels there is entirely too much emphasis put on the cross, His heart and His blood.  He wants His message to be His legacy.  His message?  “Heaven exists and we’re ALL invited!”

Mel Gibson is wrong, it wasn’t the Jews who killed Christ, Christ was a Jew.)


 The Catholic Church believed that the human body was merely a vessel for sin.  The pointed hats that Cardinals and Popes wear actually have two points on them one in the front and one in the back.  They signified two horns of the Devil.

The black outfit with a small square of white on the collar over the throat, Deeta said, symbolizes that only the words the priests speak are holy; but what they do is sinful.  She added, “Satanists are afraid of white.”  In the early days even a small amount of white was troubling for them to wear and see.

Deeta told me the color of the trim was important.  For instance, they use purple for human sacrifice.  I began asking about the significance of color.

Black signifies the absence of light, the rejection of good, or the complete lack of good.  Evil.  The dark side.  It’s their color of choice.  Satanists wear black and very dark colors to show each other who they are.

White is the color that signifies God, good, virgins or innocence.  Someone who wears white is good or wants to be sacrificed or may want to defeat them so should be sacrificed.

Red is the color of blood.  Death.  Sacrifice.  Prostitutes.  Those who want to be sacrificed.  It means murder, death, destruction.  Red and black are the colors of the Devil.  Red on the feet means you want to stamp out evil or the Devil.  (Note:  Assuming the pope was a Satanist he wore red shoes as a smokescreen.)

About Grace Gardener

I’m being abused by the NSA. My right to privacy is long gone. They have put a homing device and a microphone in my stomach, supposedly attached to my spine so there will be bone conduction. I have an X-ray picture of it. I was told if I take it out I will be killed. Our soldiers all have the same, but they agreed to it. If I go to the ACLU to complain, my phone call will be intercepted. If I confide in a friend about what’s happening to me, she’ll be killed. The NSA has brainwashed my daughters into not trusting me. They’ve been working on torturing them every week for the past 15 years. When I left in my RV they loved and trusted me, but now that I haven’t seen them in so long that now they’re afraid of me. When I was there, living with or near them, even though they were being tortured to hate me (that’s true), once they saw me again they were fine. But I can’t even call them. I know most of my calls are diverted, and I know when they try to answer, that’s diverted, too. But I don’t try hard and I can’t talk to them about anything meaningful because I know they’ll be tortured for many hours. And then they’ll be tortured, drugged and electrocuted to forget and when I talk to them again they’ll say, “It never happened.” Trying to be a good, peace-loving American gets me treated like a criminal. The military wants WW3 and I don’t, so to teach me a lesson if I get on a plane, twenty people get kicked off so I can get harassed during the flights, and then the flights gets delayed so the rest of the hundred passengers are inconvenienced. Every move I make, every breath I take, they are watching me, hurting me and hassling me. The Military already has their list of soldiers who are slated to be the first to die in WW3 and General John Kelly said they will do everything in their power to stop me from stopping them. I don’t know how delaying flights for three hours and inconveniencing dozens of people stops me from doing anything. The Military teaches its troops to be rude and inconsiderate, and to hate good people who pray for peace. They say I’m subversive because I don’t want war. Sometimes the airline has to send another plane to accommodate all the people they kick off a flight. That costs them money. Airlines should have the right to ask about fabricating excuses for changing seats, etc. They should have the right to refuse Military baby antics. You notice the way we left the Kurds to be annihilated and we released Isis into Turkey so when something starts up, we can send nuclear missiles. Notice Trump didn’t send our troops home, rather on to the next potential nuclear war site. There are potential wars in six other countries and three bogus attacks on our people, in this country, so we “have to retaliate,” just like Afghanistan. I knew about that, too. A country that attacks its own people as a pretense to start a war is subversive and traitorous. I wrote a memo and I told Pres. Bush about the attack on the trade towers at least a year before nine eleven. Three thousand people died that day and he has killed more than thirty thousand Americans since then just to keep his secret. The killing will get worse. I just want this madness to stop. Trump isn’t a pacifist, he’s an Annihilist. Pence is no better, he thinks Armageddon will resurrect Christ: the opposite is true. Christ will not come if we start Armageddon. That’s a myth and a lie, like everything else. Wake up America. About George Lucas- NSA Agents are doing the same thing to George Lucas. I was told no one really wants to hurt George, but they “have to.” George and everyone involved with Obama must learn he's not the man you think he is. But they think he’s a nice guy so they feel badly about it. Well that’s something, I guess. But the Government and other cults should not have round-the-clock accessibility to agents who are trained killers and have had their free will taken away through torture and electroshock. The best agents have had their personality split, so one personality takes over to carry out “orders” while the original personality watches helplessly. There’s a better way to run the military, and I was about to get through to put forth my ideas when the order came through to kill the three Generals who wanted to listen to me: and to kill six special agents who had been listening to me. I listen to these guys and I wonder if they have any feelings at all? I know they do even though they’re not “allowed to.” They’re not “allowed to” complain, either, under fear of death. If they try to retire, they’re not de-programmed, they are killed! I watched the Clint Eastwood movie American Sniper about Chris Kyle and I’m sure I commented on it a lot, but my readership has grown significantly and I know I’m monitored and it’s the guys doing the monitoring, who I’m trying to help. Even tough guys need a little help sometimes. I wonder if the death of Cris Kyle, played by Bradley Cooper, was planned the way it was to get me to say something about it. Everyone in the NSA knows what happened. Chris was killed because he got out. Tragically, Chris seemed to be capable of healing himself with the help of his family and still he was murdered. The man who murdered him was under orders. True! I have many, many confirmations on that statement. The judge sentenced Eddie Ray Routh, Chris’s murderer, to life in prison without parole. The movie writeup says - “U.S. Navy SEAL Chris Kyle (Bradley Cooper) takes his sole mission -- protect his comrades -- to heart and becomes one of the most lethal snipers in American history. His pinpoint accuracy not only saves countless lives.” Back to my dilemma, I can’t get in touch with anyone for fear they will be tortured or killed. You think, “I thought the US didn’t torture?” Well we do. My daughters and I are born and raised here. We are good people, we’re exceptionally good people and the NSA has a HUGE problem with that. The people who give the orders want war and we want peace, and they’re making us the bad guys? The only emails that get through to me are business and junk. Supposedly I get comments on my website that don’t come through, and I have to wonder if our military goes around killing anyone who tries to contact me? My phone rings all the time but not here. This was true when I was in NJ, too. Nobody got through to me. The call is sent elsewhere and other people pick it up pretending to be me and the women pretending to be me are nasty bitches. If I call someone and straighten something out, I find out later that the conversation never happened, I was really talking to someone in the NSA, and I have to get back to square one. Most times things are so impossible, I give up. I escaped my ex-husbands satanic cult only to find myself embroiled in the government’s cult. A much thicker, stickier web. They have kept my money from me so I can’t even get an apartment. That’s stealing, but they’re the military so nothing is illegal, not murder or theft. I feel if I call someone for help he or she will be killed or badly hurt. Just being my friend or talking to me can get you sick with cancer or dead. I think people who I have helped, or who have asked to help me, need to go to the press to tell them what a pickle I’m in . There are many people who have offered to help me over the years. Many have been killed. I don’t understand how a kid in a uniform can break into Steve Jobs’ house and inject his brain with liquid smoke, or some other carcinogen: and if he questions those orders his buddy will be told to kill him. They have to kill each other all the time. It’s so f_ked up I can’t stand it. Neither can the Agents. They don’t realize that “under orders” is meaningless. If they’re caught they’ll be tried for murder. Steve Jobs was a great man. No one, no politician, and no officer, has the right to murder any citizen, especially one who makes this country proud. If you know someone in the NSA it’s your responsibility to let your congressman know what this country is doing to him. They’re being treated barbarically. If you know my daughters please call them to lend an ear, because their memories are being erased in an attempt to make them cold and heartless and they’re suffering. Their memories are being erased and replaced with more horrible lies, and their ability to reason is gone. They used to be the smartest women on the planet. If you know George Lucas do the same. The man we were both speaking with, who George considers a friend, ordered some horrific things done to George. They are trying to change his personality so he won’t like me, or so I won’t like him, like that could ever happen, but in the meantime his health and his mind will be suffering. Listening to him will be helpful. He also has a homing device and a microphone planted in him. His whole house is wired because he knows me. If you’re a parent whose kid wants to join special forces let him know what he’ll be joining. I had someone with me get killed because he couldn’t kill his friend. I’m serious. Watch the Manchurian Candidate, especially the part where people are being murdered, but the men see themselves at a flower show. That’s what it’s like. A Clock Work Orange shows how it’s done. And Mel Gibson’s Conspiracy Theory shows the aftermath. NSA guys read my books and my blog because I may be the only friend you’ve got. I’d love to be able to take suggestions. I know I have to get all lawyered up, I’d like to sue the government for defamation of character and theft. That’s something I used to be able to do, but I’m powerless now. What you can do. God changed my name to Grace. I changed it legally in 2007. My slave name was Lynn. I was born Lynn Pezzutti, then I married Jay McDermott and I became Lynn McDermott, then I married Peter Mickelsen (now deceased) and became Lynn Mickelsen. Most of my friends in the entertainment industry think I’m Lynn Mickelsen. So now I’m Grace Gardener, and while I’m not a slave, I’m a prisoner of the state. If you’re a lawyer, see if you can get something going. I was thinking Amal Clooney could be very helpful. If you know someone in the ACLU ask them to read this blog. If you’re in my family, Doherty, Murray, Sullivan or Kelly and remember me from my Anti-War days and establishing Earth Day maybe there’s something you want to do. Let the NY Times know I’d like this published as a letter to the Editor. Publish first, contact later. Send a copy or link to your News. Good Luck, God Bless you. Rise Up! Think Peace. THE NSA AND THE MOOCS WON'T LET ANYONE GET THROUGH TO ME. THEY MAY EVEN HURT YOU IF YOU TRY. See the pages in the tabs of this blog, Grace Gardener, and, A Little About Lynn Mickelsen. If you know me and I don't get back to you, then the email was intercepted. Never talk to anyone claiming to be me without asking questions to be sure. All site posts beginning 4/1/16 will be on I’m not doing this for attention. I have 107 broken bones, zero disks in my back, and I’m exhausted. I need to get through to the people who knew me for credibility: but the NSA blocks my every move. I have to have the same acknowledgement and respect for my judgement I had while I was a ghost director in Hollywood and when I was CEO of the Rand Corp. Rand has been able to keep my work anonymous and credited to other people so they can collect my pay and residuals. They figured as long as they’re erasing my memory, and taking credit for my inventions, music, acting and directing; they may as well keep the money I earned. Also, the money would be proof that I did the work, so they’ve kept me poor all of my life. The reason the conspirators made plans in front of me was because they were assured I would “Never Remember” them, their visit and the things they planned. They talked in a kind of code that I have since figured out. I would have turned them in after the meeting had I been allowed to remember. I have to operate the way I do to keep away from my captors. GRR taught me most of the tactics I use. (Now he won’t help because his memory of me is implanted.) I know it angers some corrupt NSA Officers, but it’s a fact that I was a prisoner and slave at the Rand Corporation, and the NSA helped and still helps to keep me that way. I have to make evasive maneuvers to keep me, my daughters, this country and the world safe. Meanwhile I have no where to turn. I still feel like a candle in the wind. My name was Lynn Mickelsen while I was a prisoner in a blue house and slave of a “club” based in northern New Jersey. If you know me PLEASE DON'T TRY TO CONTACT ME THROUGH THE RAND CORPORATION OR ANY OF MY FORMER EMPLOYERS OR ANY CONTACT FROM MORE THAN 12 YEARS AGO. I know 90% of what I know because plans for Armageddon were alwazs talked about at RAND. Some people know the cult know it with a name similar to The Builder Berg Society or the Skull and Dagger Society. There's a HUGE bounty on my head that the cult I escaped from has no intention of paying. The plan is to have me killed and then to kill the person trying to collect the bounty. I thought up the plan and the amount because I thought it was going to be the plot in a movie. I told the people who wanted the plan, "This is one movie no one will want to see." In short, anyone who kills me will be killed within 24 hours and will never see a dime. Now I'm RVing but I’m still a prisoner in that I can't get in touch with anyone, and no one can get in touch with me, except in person. I found out about the other life I’d been living during a grueling five-hour conversation I detail in my Book, ‘the Conversation’ We'll have World Peace once we abolish child abuse. My view of Apocalypse has no battle, no war, no army. I believe the knowledge in ‘the Conversation’ is enough to save the world. The blog lists just some of the accomplishments I achieved as a slave, to let everyone I've helped over the past sixty years, who I am. I will finally claim my life! If you’re a George Lucas fan you may remember some of these strange stories that involve him. I met George on the set of American Graffiti; we got engaged when the movie wrapped. I was taken away and George was told I was dead. Five years later I was hired to figure out how to make Luke Skywalker’s farm vehicle fly. The people who handled me (owned me) forgot that I had worked for this director once before on American Graffiti and they told him I was dead. I arrived and solved Lucas’s problem for him and he tearfully remembered me and told me what had happened five years before. I stayed on the set of Star Wars long enough to name the Star Wars characters and solve another animatronics problem with Chewy’s costume. I was told it was time to leave and started to follow my jailers the way I had been programmed to, when George asked, “When will I see you again?” I began to say, “Oh, you’ll see me again,” but I realized I wasn’t certain of that because once before, when we got engaged, I never saw him again. So I turned around and started walking back toward Lucas and I asked, “How about now? Can I stay with you now? Because I don’t know when I’ll be able to see you again.” George thought a second and agreed that I should stay. As I was walking back to him I saw his expression change and looked over my shoulder to see the man I had been following holding a gun on me. I kept walking because now I was sure that the story Lucas had told me about what happened five years ago, was going to happen again and I couldn’t allow that. Someone had obviously been playing with my life, and I couldn’t have that, so I kept walking toward Lucas and away from the man with the gun. Lucas’s expression changed again, this time his face was filled with fear and horror. I turned around and now there were three men holding guns on George Lucas. There was only about 20 feet of desert between us but I had to go with them in order to save Lucas’s life. I‘m still trying to walk those 20 feet.
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