The History and Future of the Catholic Church

The following is a very different, gory history of the Catholic Church.

The significance of the color red and black in the catholic church were explained to me during a 5 hour conversation I had with Deeta, the Princess of the Satanic church that held me as a slave and prisoner my whole life.  The following is an excerpt from my ebook, Babble On, that details that conversation.  The thoughts in italics are thoughts I have had since the conversation.  I didn’t believe Deeta during the conversation – I have since reconsidered.  It is upsetting to think about but I suggest you read it because it explains what’s been happening.  I think the Pope quit because the Roman Catholic plan for the world included a Satanist in the White House in 2013, and that didn’t happen.

Be warned the following excerpt can be disgusting and disturbing.

From Babble On -

Deeta told me most of the Scriptures and Gospels and writings of the church that contained information about the Devil were stricken from the Bible and kept locked away in the Vatican basement.  This information would have helped people recognize the Black and guard against evil.

“The biggest lie is the story of Adam and Eve!  That’s our story!  You believe it – everyone believes it.  You’re so stupid!  It’s the world’s biggest lie.”

(Note:  Deeta was talking about Original Sin.  The dreadful thought that our Creator would punish all of His creations for a lapse in judgment is the biggest lie.  The idea of Substitutionary Remission of Sin is a lie heaped on the first.  The idea that Christ was sent, not as the Word of God, but as a sacrifice paying for our sins became the base of all of Christianity.)

She went on to say that the Roman Catholic Church has its roots in Satanism.  All Christian religions are an offshoot of the Roman Catholic Church.  All Christian religions are missing basic truths about good and evil that people need in order to live more happily on earth.  These basic truths are also necessary to choose Heaven or Hell.

I said I thought ancient Rome was a Pagan society.  Deeta told me to think about it; and explained that the Coliseum was the Satanic Church where torture and sacrifices were held, and since all of Rome was obliged to worship Satan, the Coliseum had to be huge in order to hold the throngs of people attending the services.

(Note: Over the years I did think about it and realized that it made sense.  I had seen the PBS program, I Claudius, which told about the various idiosyncrasies of the Roman emperors.  Some even declared themselves to be gods.  One married his sister and then ate the fetus she was carrying.  Deeta told me eating fetuses was a common Satanic ritual.)

When Rome decided to make the switch from Paganism/Satanism to Catholicism the Satanic Priests already in place began calling themselves Catholic Priests.  Many of the most evil, vile Satanic Priests were canonized as Saints.  This was done to draw prayers away from God.  Deeta found it amusing that people, thinking themselves to be Christian, were praying to some of the most heinous criminals of the Satanic church. 

The coliseum was expected to continue to be filled with sacrifice and torture victims just as it had been before Catholicism became the law of the land.  Those who refused to convert provided ready victims in the first few years.  Deeta said the Romans found Catholicism to be an even better organized religion to keep its empire’s population in line because the carrot they now offered was Heaven!  The Romans said they had the key to Heaven and a person could only get there through them.  (Note:  This is still true.)

One of the early mistruths of the Roman Catholic Church is the need for confession.  There is nothing in the Bible that says a man should confess his sins to another man; and there is no reason why he should do so.  Confession to a man rather than God is an idea born directly out of Satanism.  Satanists normally would use potions and hypnotism to get a person to tell his darkest secrets.  The concept of sin is something Satanists concocted, but both sides (God’s followers and Satan’s followers) use sin to keep their parishioners in line.

By making Roman Catholic/Satanic Priests confessors, the church got to hear a person’s fears and failings without trickery or witchcraft – potions, drugs incantations, and the like.  Deeta said confession was a tool of Satan to hear the many transgressions that plague a person’s heart, mind and soul and it provided the Catholic/Satanic Priests with some reason to torture or sacrifice that person.  Also, using a person’s deepest fear is an easy road to mind control or brainwashing.

Deeta also maintained throughout our entire conversation that the Bible was re-written by Satanists.

Note:  If any of the Bible is to be believed then it should be noted that nowhere in the Bible does it state that ANYONE can forgive sins.  Christ is questioned incessantly whenever He does it in the name of God.  He does not give his apostles and disciples the right or ability to forgive sins.  Christ says only the Father can do that, and as God’s son He also has that right.  The Catholics have their own Bible.)

 

Satanists have a list of reasons for sacrifice and were delighted to get this information freely.  According to satanic law if you confess to being homosexual, or a prostitute or an adulterer that was reason enough to be killed.  You were put on the Roman Catholic Church’s short list of potential torture and sacrificial victims.

 The coliseum was still filled with sacrifice and torture victims to satisfy Satan’s lust for blood.  Some of the churchgoers questioned why God wanted the same torture and sacrifice as Satan.  Of course it wasn’t God who wanted sacrifice but that’s not what churchgoers were told.

And that, Deeta said, was how the idea of communion came about.  Early on someone was actually sacrificed and churchgoers were told Christ asked they do that in remembrance of Him.  It wasn’t until much later that Christian ethic overrode the sham of the Catholic Church Rome had created and communion became wine and bread or communion wafers.

Deeta said that the Roman Catholic High Mass is, to this day, the same as Satanic sacrificial rituals, complete with incense and chanting.  Incense at high mass was to cover the stench of dead or burnt bodies after the sacrifice.

As Deeta told me these things I was summarily dismissing them.  The idea that the Roman Catholic Church was also satanic was ludicrous.  I had been brought up Catholic and I had gone to catechism classes and Catholic schools.  They gave other reasons for all of these practices.  At this stage in my life I didn’t particularly care for the Catholic Church and I felt that many of their teachings were oppressive and that they seem to want to turn out atheists as much as they do believers.  Even at this point of the conversation I still had a hard time believing that my ex-husband was a prince in a satanic cult.  I knew he was no good and memories were surfacing that made me believe he was a murderer and rapist but it was hard to believe that he was a member of anything.  Her allegations meant that my entire life was an illusion.

“This is crazy,” I kept saying to her.

“That’s exactly what we want you to think.  That’s what we want everyone to think.  If you start talking about this, everyone will think you’re crazy so you can’t tell anyone.  You’ll want to — it’s only natural because you’re human, I think you’re still human, I don’t know what to call someone who has been raised from the dead as many times as you have — but you’ll want to.  And when you tell people they’ll lock you up and then we’ll find you.  But you’ll be dead in a few days anyway so you won’t be able to tell anyone,” Deeta asserted.  “I really don’t know why I’m telling you all this — it’s something hardly anybody knows.  It’s all written down in the archives of the Vatican so they know their roots.  But even among satanic cults no one knows this stuff.  I think it’s interesting stuff — we control the most powerful church on earth and fool people into believing what we want.  Each one of our churches has a priest in the Catholic Church, too.  They hear confessions and we can pick and choose sacrificial victims or torture victims based on the reports they give us.  Some of our people work their way up the hierarchy of the Catholic Church.  We have Bishops and what’s the other one called?”  She waited for my reply.

“Cardinals?”  I offered.

“Not Cardinals — that’s a bird,” she chuckled, “and a team.  Eminence!  That’s it.  That’s what Lloyd wants to be called now that he’s not the prince anymore.  We call him Eminence.”  Deeta seemed to think this was a wonderful thing: I found it a horrifying thought.

Even though I knew eminence was a title rather than a position I agreed.  Deeta went on to tell me that one day, and she felt it would be one day soon, they would have a Pope.  I asked her if she meant a Pope in one of her churches and she said she meant the Catholic Church.  She explained that one of their people had to be in power in the Catholic Church by 2012.

            Deeta told me Satanic “rituals” are still used to this day to turn young boys and girls into priests and nuns.  The rituals include rape, sexual abuse, mind control along with the destruction of the child’s ego and self worth.  Deeta said that very detailed instructions of how this is done are among the secret Vatican papers.  She told me Lloyd had mastered the ritual and used it routinely on his daughter Allison.

            I insisted nowadays the Catholic Church does do some things that would be considered Christian.  Deeta said Roman Catholic Christianity evolved over a period of centuries.  She said even though Satanists rewrote the Bible taking out references to Satan and changing the words of Christ, people still were able to get a message from the Parables.  The Parables, she said, were left in place as the only word of Christ because the people doing the rewriting felt they were so obscure that no one would be able to gain any information from them.  Satanists felt since they had to leave something about Christ in the written Bible that the parables would be it.  And lo and behold many people were able to derive good from the little that was left.  And now the Roman Catholic Church is a mixture of Satanism and Christianity.

During the evolution of the Roman Catholic Church the church used confession as a means to make money, saying sins will only be forgiven when certain amounts of money were “contributed” to the church.  And payment was expected for many other church related services.

This is one of the practices Martin Luther objected to in the papers he wrote in the fifteenth century.  Satanists of the church “had to” discredit him because they saw those papers as a threat to the Roman Catholic Church, so through torture, drugs and mind control they got Martin Luther to write anti-Semitic papers.  Martin Luther was never allowed to leave the Roman Catholic Church.

Deeta became almost gleeful when she told me that those anti-Semitic papers were used five-hundred years later by Hitler, who was also a member of a Satanic church, as justification for the genocide of the Jews.  Deeta told me it was her church that was responsible.

Deeta said she knew these things because her church was intergenerational and she was born and bred to be their princess so those teachings that had been passed down through the centuries were taught to her all her life.  Deeta was therefore privy to all of her church’s closely guarded teachings.  She was proud to be the bearer of the ancient knowledge that very few of Satan’s followers were given.

 

The reason, Deeta stated, that the Roman Catholic Church calls Christ’s crucifixion a sacrifice is because it was.  Satanists claim responsibility for that sacrifice.  The staff of Orinen or the Spear of Longinus, which Deeta and Lloyd’s church claim to own, is the sword or lance that pierced the side of Christ when blood and water poured out after His death.  Deeta said the lance and the Christ’s robe are as sought after relics to Satanists as the Holy Grail, the challis that Christ drank from at the Last Supper, and the Arc of the Covenant, the box that contains the Ten Commandments, are to Christians.  That sword put into Christ’s side wasn’t to check to see if He was dead, it was much too early for that, it was done just to hurt Him.

She went on to say Jesus didn’t die on a cross but on a satanic alter.  The Satanists cut out his heart and ate it.  Deeta said they cut out His liver and other organs so that He wouldn’t be able to rise from the dead and because there were so many in attendance who wanted to partake.  According to their legends Christ had been killed several times in an attempt to keep His message from getting out.  Christ’s message was simple – too simple, she said, and He had to be stopped.

Christ’s message was, “There is a God and He lives in Heaven.  Heaven is beautiful beyond words and we are all welcome there when we die.”  The people who heard His message were also witness to the many, many miracles so they knew, beyond a shadow of a doubt, Jesus was God’s son.  Deeta said Christ raised lots of people from the dead, “not just Lazarus, but hundreds.”  He cured everyone who was sick and told them to be wary of potions and spells the witch doctors use to control them.  He warned them about Satan and told them they had a choice and Heaven was a good choice and said that God wanted nothing in return.  Christ said He came from Heaven and was going back there when His work was done.

“We couldn’t have a message like that spread!  He had to be stopped!  We were losing control!  Without control of the people here on earth our religion is meaningless,” Deeta explained.

My mind reeled.  Deeta knew more about Christ than most Christians.  She knew Christ was God.  It didn’t sound like it was her belief; rather it was part of the ancient legends.  Deeta was certain of Christ’s divinity and yet, she wanted to go to Hell.  I was dumbfounded.

Deeta went on to say Satanic churches were losing members by the hundreds in every town Christ visited.  People who heard the message no longer had to live in fear.  They knew they didn’t have to be subjected to torture or human sacrifice.  It was a wonderful relief.

Satanic churches in town after town were being shut down due to lack of members.  Leaders of Satanic churches in town after town killed Christ trying to stop Him.  Deeta said Jesus raised Himself from the dead time after time after time.  Killing Him was not a means to stop Him but rather made Him more powerful and His message more believable.

Christ was single-handedly changing the world.  He was, indeed, the Prince of Peace.  People were happier.  There was less murder and less disease.  He had become seemingly unstoppable.

As a last resort satanic churches began communicating with each other.  The decision was made that they would have to work together in order to stop Him!

Deeta explained satanic churches seldom work together just as the various Christian churches seldom work together.  They share the same religious calendar — they all celebrate the same holidays.  The first full moon after the spring solstice is a time of great sacrifice.  They knew Jesus was going to Jerusalem for Passover and decided that would be a perfect time to have their sacrifice.

(Note: the Passover that the Jews celebrate is a time when Jewish children were saved from “The Angel of Death.”  In actuality, Deeta said that was a satanic sacrifice.  The Jewish children were supposed to die along with all of the Egyptian children of the land but the Jews found out and put lamb’s blood over their door as though their children had been sacrificed.  “The Angel of Death” was really a team of Satanists out on a killing spree.)

For one of the few times in history satanic churches cooperated.  Working together the leaders of the various satanic churches began a whispering campaign against Christ.

“You know that saying ‘one rotten apple spoils the barrel,’ that’s us!”  Deeta said almost gleefully, “that’s us — that’s what we do!”

Deeta said Christ traveled with many, many apostles.  She said the number twelve was chosen for the Bible because twelve plus one equals thirteen.

(Note: I didn’t know this then but there are thirteen in a coven.)

The leaders of the satanic churches were successful in separating Christ from His disciples and leading Him off as a sacrifice.

They felt sure that Satan would gladly share this sacrifice among all of their churches since Christ was such an important figure.

They wanted to disfigure the body of Christ so He would not want to raise Himself from the dead this time.  Deeta wasn’t sure if there was, in fact, a body to rise from the dead when they were done with Him.  Some of the satanic stories told there was very little of Christ’s body remaining.  Deeta said after Satanic sacrifices the victim’s heart and liver is often removed and eaten.  It’s supposed to take the sacrificed person’s strength and give it to the one who has eaten it.  In Jesus’ case they felt He was God’s son and therefore the most significant person who ever lived: to steal His power was one of the main reasons for the sacrifice to the Devil.

These were nauseating thoughts.  What kind of ghoulish people were these?

Deeta said the Apostle Paul was one of the worst Satanists.  She said Paul helped with the sacrifice of Christ and was one of those who ate Him.  Since Paul was a party to Christ’s death and consumption he became a staunch believer and turned against his satanic roots in order to spread the word of Christ.

Deeta said, “Forget about those stories of Paul being blinded by God.  He didn’t have to.  And besides, that wouldn’t have been enough to get a Devil like that to turn into a believer.”

 

(Note:  Satanists who killed Christ wanted to steal God’s power.  They long for God’s power but won’t ask for personal power through prayer.

Much ado is made about the Sacred Heart of Christ.  Much is said of His blood; there are even songs that glorify being washed in His blood.  The glorification of the sacrifice is a cornerstone of many of the Christian religions.

Christ had to die to rise again.  He died to fulfill a prophecy.  He died to prove, once and for all, that Christ was God’s son and we should listen to His message.  The message was simple.  He brought the good news of Heaven to us.  He said over and over that Heaven exists, it is a most beautiful, glorious place; God lives there, God created us, the Universe, Earth and Heaven.  God has infinite mercy and love and He wants to share Heaven with us.  He wants us to enjoy Heaven.  He wants to share Heaven with as many souls who wish to live there.

Christ was anti-organized religion.

There is no prerequisite to getting into Heaven than to love your neighbor as yourself and simply want to go.  That’s it!  That was and still is His message.  Christ feels there is entirely too much emphasis put on the cross, His heart and His blood.  He wants His message to be His legacy.  His message?  “Heaven exists and we’re ALL invited!”

Mel Gibson is wrong, it wasn’t the Jews who killed Christ, Christ was a Jew.)

 

 The Catholic Church believed that the human body was merely a vessel for sin.  The pointed hats that Cardinals and Popes wear actually have two points on them one in the front and one in the back.  They signified two horns of the Devil.

The black outfit with a small square of white on the collar over the throat, Deeta said, symbolizes that only the words the priests speak are holy; but what they do is sinful.  She added, “Satanists are afraid of white.”  In the early days even a small amount of white was troubling for them to wear and see.

Deeta told me the color of the trim was important.  For instance, they use purple for human sacrifice.  I began asking about the significance of color.

Black signifies the absence of light, the rejection of good, or the complete lack of good.  Evil.  The dark side.  It’s their color of choice.  Satanists wear black and very dark colors to show each other who they are.

White is the color that signifies God, good, virgins or innocence.  Someone who wears white is good or wants to be sacrificed or may want to defeat them so should be sacrificed.

Red is the color of blood.  Death.  Sacrifice.  Prostitutes.  Those who want to be sacrificed.  It means murder, death, destruction.  Red and black are the colors of the Devil.  Red on the feet means you want to stamp out evil or the Devil.  (Note:  Assuming the pope was a Satanist he wore red shoes as a smokescreen.)

About Grace Gardener

My name was Lynn Mickelsen while I was a prisoner in a blue house and slave of a “club” based in northern New Jersey. I worked nights and weekends naming products, bands and internet services, or anything else the "club" wanted me to do. I would wake up in the morning and remember nothing about the work and meetings, and I never received ANY money. I could only remember my 9 - 5 job at a bank. Also, there's a HUGE bounty on my head that the cult I escaped from has no intention of paying. The plan is to have me killed and then to kill the person trying to collect the bounty. I thought up the plan and the amount because I thought it was going to be the plot in a movie. I told the people who wanted the plan, "This is one movie no one will want to see." In short, anyone who kills me will be killed within 24 hours and will never see a dime. Now I'm RVing but I’m still a prisoner in that I can't get in touch with anyone, and no one can get in touch with me, except in person. I found out about the other life I’d been living during a grueling five-hour conversation I detail in my eBook, ‘the Conversation with Lynn Mickelsen.’ The reason I knew nothing about my own life was because I suffered selective amnesia induced with drugs, torture and electricity. I’ve written the eBook, ‘Garden of the Light,’ as a lighter, inspirational compliment to the eBooks – ‘the Conversation with Lynn Mickelsen,’ and, 'the Truth about Lynn Mickelsen’ which are intended to shed new, totally different light on the current world situation and change the world for the better. Armageddon is a Greek word meaning, ‘the Revealing of Ancient Knowledge.’ I consider the book, ‘the Conversation with Lynn Mickelsen,’ as Armageddon because it reveals the ancient knowledge. My view of Armageddon has no battle, no war, no army. My view of Armageddon has no battle, no war, no army. I believe the knowledge in ‘the Conversation’ is enough to save the world. The blog grace-gardener.org lists just some of the accomplishments I achieved as a slave, to let everyone I've helped over the past sixty years, who I am. I will finally claim my life! https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/380321
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